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Depressed

Saturday, March 18, 2017

I've been suffering from some major-league depression. I'm so depressed I haven't been responding to email, texts, nothing. I'm trying today to get myself to do that, so I figured a Spark-blog was in order to.



I don't know how to explain how I'm feeling. I haven't been able to do any of my usual activities. Apathetic does not even begin to describe it. I have no get up and go, it got up and went without me. Most days life is too much and I am curled up in a ball on my new bean bag my husband got me. I can't think straight, sometimes even the simplest of things elude me.



I saw my psychiatrist yesterday and will see him again in a week. We are trying not to change too many things at once so we can see what is working and what isn't. They changed almost everything when I went in the hospital, so no idea what is helping or what may not be helping.



We are almost one tenth of the way toward my goal for getting a service dog! A group from church is going to have a bake sale at the Easter 'fling' for my cause too. Maybe let more people know about my cause. I'm hopeful that we will be able to at least get the dog and start the training this year. The sooner the better.



Thanks for stopping by! Hope you have a great weekend
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