A whole new month, a whole new me
Thursday, June 01, 2017
I struggled alittle last weekend, but I did not go off the deep-end, for me that was great! I has 2 beers on Saturday spaced way out. Had 2 drinks and 2 shots on Sunday, not good but I stayed where I still was functioning and knew everything that was going on. No Blackout, no drinking till I passed out or couldn't walk. When I woke up On Monday, it was like Something inside finally clicked, I felt so different. God had finally helped me. I can't even describe how amazing it feels. But I am so happy my desire to drink is gone. I realize that I have to stay focused and work at this every second of everyday for the rest of my life. But the excitement, joy, and change that I feel is so profound that it is almost indescribable. I am truly Grateful!