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Really not knowing

Sunday, September 24, 2017

When your life is just so.... So darn confusing.. so full of stress... So much more than I can handle... I write in here to help myself, to regroup, to give myself an outlet.. things I wish were different... I wish my oldest child would accept the help offered to her... I wish my husband would stop drinking... I wish I had the answers to help my younger children cope with life... I wish I was stronger... I wish my waist would shrink... I am lost... today I am starting a new journey... I am resolved to track my food... make rest and exercise a priority... I cannot change my child.. I cannot change my husband... I will be there for my younger children... I will be in the moment for me! I will lose 30 pounds!! I will lose it 1 ounce at a time. I will drink my water...
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    I love this! I know what you mean. We can only change ourselves, help ourselves and take better care of ourselves! I don't feel so alone in my journey now. emoticon
    1166 days ago
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