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Break-versary: One Year Since Pilon Fracture

Monday, December 04, 2017

Well, yesterday was the one year mark since that fateful day when I broke my leg. At that time I was unaware what I was really in for - I knew my winter would kind of suck, but was under the impression that I'd be back at things come spring, no problem.

All of that was before I heard terms like "pilon fracture," "external fixator," and "fracture blister" and a whole host of other terms like "PICC line" and "osteomyelitis" that came in the months after.

I'm one of the lucky ones. At my one year mark I was able to get out on my moto and head out for a ride with some coworkers before working the afternoon at the part time job. I'm walking on my own two feet again, and my leg doesn't scream at me every time I stand on it. Others in my pilon group are not always so lucky. It's a highly unrecognized injury, and unless you've had one, people just don't get it. Even us "lucky" ones will be reminded of this injury every single day for the rest of our lives. It may not stop us from chasing what we love to do, but it's never just going to be a "bad memory" as so many seem to think. I'm okay with that, now, especially with a group to be a part of and commiserate our bad days.

I've got another year of recovery before I'll know where my "new normal" will end up. As long as my cartilage didn't get too damaged in the process, I should be able to continue the slow but steady process of getting back as much as I can. I had a great orthopedist who did a good job of reassembling my leg and treated things aggressively as they needed it.

Yesterday was an odd day. It's been a really, REALLY long year. There were some great things that happened during that year, and I'm very happy with my life, but the struggles and stress from the leg situation overshadowed all of it. Being the one year anniversary it was an odd feeling of being glad to be coming out the other side, knowing it's not entirely over, realizing I'm better off than many, but still far from done with it - and yet it was a beautiful day, on some gorgeous roads, on a bike I love, but we had to rush because (after a mechanical break down on my coworker's bike that we were able to fix) we were rushed as we were then running late for work emoticon

I don't think I've fully processed the effects of this past year has had just yet, but time doesn't stop, so onward and upward for the next year!
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  • B_RAZORSHARP
    Wow. Saw your cool moto pix and never dreamed all of the struggles going on in your life over the last year. But I really love your perspective...At some point in life it becomes less about winning races, and more about just doing what you love and enjoying the scenery and the people on the journey. May you find that peace as you continuing your journey towards your "new normal". Cheers.
    1029 days ago
  • JUSTSTICKWITHIT
    So proud of you and the way you have fought through this past year. Your perseverance is amazing. Best of health and a speedy recovery during the upcoming year.
    1029 days ago
  • RKOTTEK
    emoticon emoticon
    its hard with a long term condition
    cheers
    1029 days ago
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