Wednesday, April 04, 2018
Hey Anxiety, I like the reality that I live in not the one you try to create for me. Hey Anxiety you can go away anytime now because you make me want to be alone but not by myself. Hey Anxiety I have a life don’t you know? Oh yes you know all to well, you have been stalking me for years. You were my best friend when I got out of school. Best friend? Oh yeah because that’s something you took away too. Speaking of taking things away let’s talk about dancing for a second, it used to be my passion but I fallen short of what YOUR recommendation looks like for a dance instructor. Instructions lead me into a panic, I can’t see or even hear. Hear me out I am done with you and your control over my concerns and demanding I no longer care about the things I love in life. Wife, I want to be one so bad, I want to be someone’s forever but who can love a crazy lady like me. I am my own person after all, we are all different right? But you tell me WRONG. You tell me I’m not fit for love or laughter. Laughing, is what I hear when I talk about my dreams, not from the humans that surround me but to my lifelong companion in my head. Hey Anxiety how about you let me love myself, let me break away from this grasp you have on me.