Too much time goes by
Wednesday, May 23, 2018
Every time I say now is the time I find that too much time goes by before I get to it again or I get started and I lose it again. I need, more than anything, to be accountable to ME. I'm 46, I'm not going to magically lose 20 years and be 26 again. I'm just going to keep marching forward in time. I can't do it without motivation and my motivation needs to come from inside of me! I keep saying I need someone to kick my rear in gear but truthfully if it isn't ME then it just won't happen. So each day I have to fight my lack of motion and my inertia. I need that external force to keep me moving. We'll see what the future holds but for now...I take it one day at a time.