Depressed and procrastinating
Saturday, June 30, 2018
I have been on leave from work while recovering from a left total knee replacement. It has been a rough recovery. I have had a lot of pain and that is getting better but I still don't sleep well. I wake up around 1 or 2 Am with pain and stiffness and it takes time to get back to sleep. This is the first time I have felt like doing much since my surgery on May 22. I haven't even been knitting lately which is quite seriously depressed for me. One of my sons marriage broke up. They have 2 children-Lailah is almost 2 and Emmett is 3 months old. She says she left because of his depression but he got treatment and hes doing better. I think she left to start seeing her ex boyfriend who she started seeing a day after they separated. This guy is on parole and has no job. My son works and has no trouble with the law. Actually my son wants to go into police work. I have been down lately but I am trying to get back to normal. I have a clinical ladder portfolio I should get done before I go back to work, I have pen pals I need to write. I have knitting to finish for family. I need to reconcile the check book and work on the budget. All I have been getting done is my physical therapy and my home exercises. I keep putting off everything else. I think I would feel better if I got some of these things done. I don't know why it is so hard to get anything done. I am not usually lazy.