So over it all
Monday, July 30, 2018
I am so over this crap. I mean really. over it!!! The kids dad called to talk to the kids. Fine. Ok. thats great...first time in 3 weeks. She then takes the phone to speak to me.....big mistake on my behalf. So in the midst of the conversation she says that she doesnt have any step kids and they are non existant to her. Someone tell me how someone could be so cruel. The kids didnt hear this.....but she didnt seem to care who heard it. I am asking me why I didnt get struck with a lightning bolt when I met my ex hubs and god send a message to RUN....RUN...Run. What a dummy I was. Then before I hung up she blamed me and my husband for turning the kids against her. Like ummm hello....did or did you not throw my 16 yr old bipolar kid on the street, no money, 4 outfits, no soap, no food. What in the heck is wrong with this person. And she says she's a Christian. Right. Ok. Satan won today.
My nerves are shot. I am sitting here and just like wow emotionally. I see the psychiatrist tomorrow with my son. He's seen her years ago when he lived here. So she knows him. I feel awful for the kids.
I wonder if she were to have my ex file a show cause if we could keep her away from the kids. Right now the order for my son is visitation w child approval which means he has to decide yes or no to the visit with Megan its different. They dont have a set agreement that says she can choose.
I will write more later..right now I'm going to have a cup of iced tea, take a hot shower, and try to relax. I am not a hateful person but this just baffles me. I dont know what to say about what she has said this evening.