What in the heck am I doing
Tuesday, July 31, 2018
I’m overwhelmed. There is just no other way to say this or even articulate what I’m feeling.
To be honest and transparent I am 200 pounds overweight give or take 10 pounds.
I’m diabetic. I went septic two years ago twice and ended up with a perforated colon- and I am now an ostomy patient. I’ve developed a steel and rheumatoid arthritis.
Food is very complicated for me in regards what I canning cannot eat.
I’m also 55 years old now.
I decided that I just cannot allow another day to go by without doing something.
I really don’t want to die early and be buried in a piano box. I wonder if it’s too late for me.