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Off Road, oops/Getting Organized

Friday, August 24, 2018



Hope is feeling much better today. In fact she just figured out how to get on the table! Oh dear. She had her 3rd puppy visit today and is doing great! Got her 3rd Parvo shot so next week we will be able to start going out places, I'm so excited! The trainer is going to start taking her to puppy friendly stores, with her vest on, so that she can start getting used to the smells and noises. She is going through the toddler stage right now, so it really is like having a toddler, she gets into everything. She's such a sweetie!

I ran off the road today. Only two wheels went off the road, but I was close to the other two making it off too. It was just grass, PTL! Nothing to hit. The car seems fine but I'm to check and make sure there is no oil leaking before I leave for my YDD's appointment. I fell asleep. I was so tired I was having a hard time keeping my eyes open, and it didn't hit me till I was driving. I didn't realize how sleepy I am. Went and got a quad venti hazelnut latte from Starbucks, even though I'm supposed to be quitting coffee. I need something to keep me awake. I have more places to go and errands to run!

I'm LOVING the ToDoist website! I'm still figuring it out, but DH used to use it for work a few jobs ago and he helps me when I can't figure out what I'm doing. I love the reminders, I can assign work, organize it, get reminders, add one time events or repeating... It's helping me organize the thoughts of lists upon lists that run through my head! It's really neat, really easy, and I love the reminders! Just thought I would share in case anyone that reads my blog is looking for something like this. AND it is only for a small fee once a year!!

So I guess today is another day of not working out, we'll see. I already planned on a 30 minute walk. Maybe if I can get a nap in after I pick up the kids I'll have enough energy to get a workout in before bed. I don't want to overdo it though. Will have to see how I feel.

I ordered the journal for my Bible in a year, and a prayer journal. Neither was expensive. I ordered a journal for C and will mail it to her on Monday so we can start the daily Bible reading together and then discuss on messenger. I'm so glad she decided to do it with me because she told me she is struggling with her faith right now. Honestly, I am a little too. One of the reasons I decided to do this. I want to submerge myself in the Word and help my faith grow stronger.

When I saw my therapist she said I was getting manic. This is the weirdest manic I have had in a while. I'm awake and not wanting to sleep at night till late, my puppy wakes me up about 2 or 3 in the morning, and that is why I'm so exhausted. But normally when I'm manic I can go days without sleep and not be tired at all. The fact that I get so tired must be from my anxiety and frequent panic attacks. Anxiety wears me out, especially at the high levels I've been having and Panic Attacks I usually need a nap afterwards, not always, but the really severe ones make me crash hardcore. And I've been having severe ones. I almost had my DH take me to the ER for one I had the other night it was so bad.

Here's hoping I can get a nap and get a workout in and not have bad anxiety today!!

Thanks for stopping by!
~Flea
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  • ASOBFALLS
    Yes, get those lists written down..somewhere...and out of your head.
    The constant running through your mind takes a lot of energy...emotional, psychic energy
    591 days ago
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