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Thinking more clearly

Sunday, December 02, 2018

Migraine free this morning, though I woke with a pounding headache. Cup of emoticon coffee in hand, I'm ready to face today!

I had a bad bought of depression last night that is clinging to me this morning. I feel like I've been absent too much because of my migraines and such. I feel like I've let my kiddos down. We are so far behind financially, it is going to be a Very lean Christmas. I'm feeling sick over it. Not that I want to spoil my kids, but we wanted to go to Grandma's this year, who lives states away, because we aren't sure how much longer she will be with us, and we cannot. I'm trying to come up with Dollar Tree ideas on what we can do around the house to make this Christmas season more fun on a tight budget.

Anyway, I'm thinking more clearly this morning, most of the depression has lifted, though I still feel low. I also feel determined. I'm going to get a to do list together and get it done, things that need to be done before Monday, so that things will go better for the week's start (like the kids and hubby having clean clothes!!). Most things have to wait until the house is awake (our washer is NOISY!), so I'm typing and enjoying my coffee.

Enjoy your Sunday!

~Flea

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