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Monday, December 17, 2018

Today I started with the thought like most days of the last year.... "I'll eat better starting tomorrow". Today I bought the largest size pants I ever plan to own. I was so depressed when I walked out of the dressing room but my other "largest I've ever been" size were strangling me at the waist. I am my own worst enemy. I would never say the things I think about myself to another person, why is it okay to say in my own head? I am valuable to others. I am loved by others. I have already overcome so many demons, I know have strength. Now I have to figure out how to tap into that strength and what it means to love me, because I'm not sure I really know what that means or how to do it. Starting for the gazillionth and last time. I will make changes. I will make mistakes. I will am okay with my failures as long as I find the lesson. I'm going to need support and guidance so here's to finding my Spark... for real this time.
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