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Why am I back?

Saturday, January 05, 2019

For most of my life I have been proud to be independent and not rely on others for help. That has been my downfall with my weightloss journey. Today, I admit that I need support and direction to keep me on track. This is going to be hard for me but this time, I have made a commitment to myself, not a new year resolution, to become a better person and to take care of myself. This means to open up when I'm up as well as when I'm down, eat healthy, and become more active. I was given a yoga class membership and plan use it. I refuse to worry about what people think about my body because it is my body and how I feel about it is what matters. My body has good bones, birthed 2 loving daughters, and was subjected to 50 hours weekly working as a nurse. I love this body and want to work to make it healthier. Well, this is my reason for coming back. This is the only place that I feel welcome and not judged by my failures. Just like quitting smoking, which took multiple attempts, I was successful in 2010. That was the hardest year of my life but I persevered. With your support, I know I can do this!
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