Not a resolution
Sunday, January 06, 2019
I’ve tried to make resolutions before, I have made promises, said I’m going to do this. I let someone tell me for the last seven years I don’t need to improve myself, mess with my head saying I wasn’t going to do any better than everything I have at the moment. You’d be surprised how much someone who you think is the love of your life can sway you into unhealthy habits and life. I quit smoking when I was with him and he made me feel like dirt for doing this. Every diet I would try, he’d spend our grocery money on fast food. I blamed myself. The past year has been eye opening. I can do better, not just with a partner, but with my life. I need to care about myself and not put everything ahead of myself...will it work? Hoping! I may fail time to time, but at least I am trying.