Frustrated but Determined!
Sunday, February 17, 2019
How did I get here? 73.8 pounds to lose. I have never been that overweight. Being so frustrated leads to being very unhappy that I can't control my choices or rather haven't controlled the choices I've made. My weight has been a center of my life for my entire life and I'm 58 years old. My mother put me on my first diet when I was 9 years old and in the 3rd grade. Since then my weight has been a roller coaster. I kept my weight under control and was actually skinny half way through college and until I was about 40. Then it just became a constant struggle with slow weight gain until now I'm 74 pounds over weight.
But something happened when I saw that on the scale today. So I'm back on Sparkpeople frustrated with myself but determined to get this weight under control before I gain any more pounds. l