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Feeling Guilty

Tuesday, May 07, 2019

So I'm new here but not quite new new. Sparkpeople was my home over 10 years ago and I lost 120lbs with this plan. I got off track and gained it all back and then a whole lot more. Almost a year ago I started WW (Formerly known as Weight Watchers). I lost 86lbs with them, but as of late, the motivation and most importantly, I seem to be failing on the plan. As the points go down I find myself not tracking, and I also feel like I cheat a lot because of the zero point foods. So today I'm here and starting this because I know I'm hitting the second part of my journey. But I feel guilty as hell. I have so many friends there. A lot of people haven gotten to know me. I feel like I'm letting them down. Which is why I feel guilty, but I know I need to figure out what I need. I need to lose the weight and what's best for me. 🙄🙄
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    328 days ago
  • -POOKIE-
    I lost 180lbs previously.. About 9 years ago.

    I gained back up 130lbs of that through 2 difficult pregnancies, losing a whole load in between that, now struggling to find balance and do it all over AGAIN.

    335 days ago
  • RHOOK20047
    Welcome back to SparkPeople. We are all here for the same reason, no matter what our personal story is. We are here to help each other to get to that healthy point we want to be in our lives. It is not going to be easy, but it is attainable. Make small goals and they will lead to big successes. You have to make you #1 and tell yourself that you are worth it. If you don't take care of yourself you can't take care of anyone else. You can do it! We are here to help! Welcome back and get active on this site. emoticon
    335 days ago
    Welcone back! I just came back also about 2 weeks ago. Follow your best program no matter where it is...you got this!
    335 days ago
  • LINDA7677
    Welcome back. Small changes will reap great rewards. You can do this !!!!
    335 days ago
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