Honeymoon's Over on Day 3?
Wednesday, May 15, 2019
I am back sparking after many years away. Lost a lot of weight, gained a lot of it back so here I am again. Day 1 & 2 were pretty good. Today as I was getting dressed for work, I suddenly had the body anxiety that has plagued me all my life. My clothes aren't fitting right and I feel huge again and I just wanted to climb back into bed and pull the covers over my head. This feeling has followed me around all day and spiked again when I changed clothes after work and discovered one of my t-shirts I haven't worn since last summer is way too tight. I am sad and discouraged and I don't want to have to struggle with my weight all my life. I am thankful for SP and all the encouragement and inspiration I find here. I know I have to keep pushing through all these feelings and not let them pull me back into my unhealthy habits. So here I am on SP rather than spiraling into snackiness.