In a Funk
Friday, August 23, 2019
I know it's been a moment or 2 since I last posted. And I want to apologize for taking so long to post. But since I last posted a lot has change in my life and not all of is has been for the good. I feel I need to get this off my chest. Where to start??
Well let's kick it off with my better half. I don't want to put my wife's business out there but for the past couple of months she has been going through the change of life. And then on top of all that as if that wasn't enough she has a illness that the doctors cannot figure out. She's had cat scans, MRI's done, enough blood work to feed a coven of vampires. And no one can figure out what is going on! She has been a trooper, but it's started to worry her and yours truly as well. I am trying to be strong for her and it's a constant struggle not to break down in front her. So if I felt like if I could put it in words that might make me stronger for her.
With my job I need to be at peak efficiency at all times. So that means healthy body and mind. And my mind has been constantly on my wife trying to figure out what's going on and trying to be a rock for her. So a lot of times my mind is not on my job and that could prove fatal. And with all that has been going on I have not eaten all that well and my exercise has been pretty much non existence. I just have not had the energy to even go out for a bike ride, the one thing that I do to unwind. It seems like my world is collapsing around me and I am losing control. And if that wasn't enough on my plate, I had to go for my annual physical for my job and when I weighed in I came in at 279 the heaviest I have ever weighed in my life. Help!!!
I know, I know it's mental thing. I need to get out of this funk get my head back in the game. I need to be stronger for my wife and for my job. And I want to hang around a bit longer to see my grandkids grow up. So, again I apologize for laying this all out on the line for everyone, I just needed to get this off my chest & does feel better getting this off my chest. Keep good thoughts for my wife. And I promise I will kick my but back into shape and back on the right path. And I also promise not to take 3 months to post again. Thanks everyone!! God Bless!!!
"Never Stop Pedaling!"