Working at a hotel REALLY has helped!
Friday, August 30, 2019
I can honestly say my steps are courtesy of working at the hotel I'm employed by. Between working in the laundry room and housekeeping, I'm a rock star some days. Of course, I'm not going to compare/contrast to someone who hikes or walks marathons. I am just learning this road.
I don't know if I mentioned in my last blog about feeling overwhelmed. Does anyone else feel overwhelmed by their journey of losing weight? I cannot possibly be the only one here.
I also know that I'm not the only one coming back, and falling behind. Coming back. Sugar and food truly is an addiction that I wish I didn't have. How else could I make friends? This website maybe is like ... rehab? Without the uncomfortable beds.
With the advent of the internet and diet options abound, I'm lost. Being diabetic and not caring until recently - I've felt absolutely lost. Knowing that I need to limit my carbs and not being real motivated to cook... I guess I have no idea what I'm doing and where to begin! HELP!!! For the love of all that is good and powerful, HELP! I'm not beyond begging.... more. HA!
So there's Noom, Atkins, Keto, Slim Fast, Jenny... oh for the love of Pete. Then there's Weight Watchers and whatever any other celebrity is trying to pimp out.
I also know that I'm at a time limit as to my motivation. I've been out of my anti-depressants for 3 days because I don't have rx insurance. I'm working on figuring out something to help me to not pay out the nose for that. I'm not sure how that's going to work, but I'm going to try.
I guess I realize that with exercise - that's not enough. And it's not enough to be mindful of all the things you need to do. Or, I - for that matter. I just want help trying to stay accountable. Anyone want an accountability buddy that isn't military strict? I promise I will stay active on here - daily and will check in if you feel you'd like the same. I will absolutely do my best.