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First day of a life change

Wednesday, September 04, 2019

This is going to be a difficult journey, one that is going to be worth it though. I'm the highest I've ever been at 280lbs I'm ready for a change. I'm tired of being stuck in this body. I want to feel healthy. And have the energy to do the things I want to do. I also feel like it will help with my recovery of depression. I suffered from binge eating disorder from the time I was 9 to the age of 23, at 23 I restricted my diet to 300 calories a day and lost over 100 lbs after I was diagnosed with gall bladder stones and had to get my gallbladder surgically removed. I want to lose the weight healthy this time. I want it to be sustainable. I'm terrified but excited. I'm afraid I'll fall back into old habits. But I plan on making sure I get enough calories, which I find difficult since I restricted for so long. When I do count calories I have a hard time getting up to the goal amount. It's going to be an emotional journey, but I know I can do it! If you want to follow my story you can on instagram @steevie.sheds.2019
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