First day in the life of me!
Thursday, January 09, 2020
Well..I'm going to start over, again! But to me, I look at it this way, yes, I quit and gave up on myself for some reason or another, and I'm sure made every excuse in the world and then justified it. I'm feeling like a failure right now, and pretty weak. I'm hoping, that by restarting with sparkle, listening to all of the great testimonies, and motivational messages, I will make this work. I'll be 62 in June, but my body is acting like it 92! Some days are really good, and then there are those days....that I'd rather just stay under the covers! I can come up with a million excuses, but not one good one. Other than having migraines, and Fibromyalgia, I'm healthy. I've just let myself go. I know that there are others in the same spot, so I'm hoping we can go thru this together. I'm 5'5 and weight 180. Although I'm pretty well proportioned, I feel the strain on my body. My blood work confirms it. So, my goal, is to stay committed to sparkle, share my days, help someone else in the process and make new friends! I'm on my way to work for a few hours, and have already tracked my day...unless of course, it changes, and I eat more than I should. I'm a part time nanny for two boys. I taught special needs for almost 30 years, so looks like I'm staying in the childcare field. I stopped teaching at 48 due to some pretty tragic events, but that's for another time. Today is the first day of the rest of our lives. The good part is, We can start new every and any day we need to. Good luck to everyone ❤will post photo soon.