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It had to be said

Friday, February 21, 2020

I answered The Worker Friend[?]'s last email in the end. I was so angry that I chose not to reply initially as I wanted to process what I was feeling.  After some nine hours the absolute rage I was feeling had abated somewhat.  I was still angry but calm.  I'd got to the kernel of my anger if you get what I mean.  So I replied.  Frankly I didn't pull any punches and laid it on the line.  I was pretty bloody blunt too - I've gone beyond nicey nicey pussy footing around.  So far he hasn't responded.

We've had minor squabbles in the past but only one real blow out.  We didn't speak for a while but it was gradually resolved after I sent him a birthday greeting - it just felt odd not to.  Ironically, it is a little over a week until his birthday but if it hasn't been resolved beforehand, I won't be sending him any birthday wishes this year.  Of course all this is going to cause logistical problems.  I still have stuff in his loft.  All his bloody tools are still here.  How we'll sort that out if there is no resolution I don't know.  

I truly am my mother's daughter.  Easy going mostly.  You can push me so far though and then that's it - end of.  There's been many times when he's hurt or angered me.  Times when he's let me down - mostly by betraying my trust.  Because after all these years, he doesn't actually 'know' me.  I do know him though.  I know that what really triggered him was the friend who lets him down regarding repayment.  But bollocks - that isn't me and I will not take the flack.  The worst of it all in a way is I just don't give a flying one any more. 

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