Sunday Night Blues
Sunday, March 01, 2020
I am educator by trade. The only thing worse than Sunday night panic is the last day of Summer vacation. But here I sit with a different kind of Sunday Night blues.
Tomorrow my DH goes in for surgery that will have him out of commission for 8 weeks. I love him to death but he is NOT a good patient. He will only be in the hospital for 1 night but than the true patience will be tested.
So how might this be Spark-related? When he is home by himself all day, I feel guilty about leaving to go for a walk or going to the gym when I get off work. I know he would never say that he didn’t want me to go, but there is always something he was thinking about during the day that needs to be done or discussed.
My husband is a career tradesman. He is not afraid to work and does some very physically demanding work. He does not like to sit still or stay sedentary. While his patience is being challenged, I will be tempted to fall back into my unhealthy habits.
I hope I have the skills to rise above this.