Weeks 119 and 120 of therapy
Sunday, May 31, 2020
In these past two weeks I have been reworking my program of recovery and also seeing that I had a lot of areas that needed to be worked in the area of relationships in general. Just like a butterfly needs a cocoon to become beautiful after being a caterpillar for so long. This woman addict sees that needs God strip away the layer of falsehood to get to the areas that caused me to become as big as I am. That means dealing with my demons from the past in order to become a better person. I have also been working on 2 Bible studies at this time. One by Anne Graham Lotz called the Daniel Prayer. I already am using the basic format of it to pray for healing mom and I with it. I am using Scriptures God gave me to pray back to the Lord with. The second Bible study is called All In by Mark Batterson and it discusses the fact that we are called to lay down our lives and take up our crosses and follow the Lord. This one actually hit me right where it hurts in my recovery and showed me I need to be more honest with my eating. I also had a session with a PT person on Wed. and found out I have vertigo as well. So now I need to have pt for that now.