Life in a Hole (Warning, kind of dark)
Wednesday, July 01, 2020
Last night, I had a particularly bad nightmare. In it, I was a father of a family somewhere in China. There was some combination of radiation outbreak and disease, and people would contact it and die within hours. My family was dead, and I was in my last few minutes of consciousness while destruction raged outside. Sheer, utter, hopelessness and despair...
No matter where we live, no matter how safe we feel, the state of the world is weighing on us. On our minds, our psyches, our hearts, and our bodies.
Let's face it; I pretty much gave up on my health, my life and the state of the entire world back in March. I think it started with the raging fires of Australia. No, it started with caged children in the US.
So now I'm struggling to find my way back, and to find meaning in "being healthy" - whatever that means.
And all I want is a little hope/
And all I want is to fill my soul
"Life in a Hole," by Unlike Pluto