Day 29 - Working on it.
Sunday, August 09, 2020
I can already see myself wanting to slip down the very slippery slope. I increased my calories (because I was eating barely enough to keep me conscious) and although I am still ignoring complex carbs in like bread and donuts and stuff, I still find myself wanting Hershey's chocolate bars every day. They fit in my calories but I'm finding the whole "natural" thing less and less appealing when I can just fit in something bad for me instead. Because weight fluctuates so damn much The day my weight "goes back up" I wait a week to measure again in the hopes it's down a pound or so. Watching it go up and down within 3 pounds drives me nuts. And it isn't about the weight loss anyway, really. It truly is about a change in body shape, physical fitness, and pants size. I'm looking forward to when there is even the slightest evidence of that. Nothing yet.