Saturday, September 05, 2020
Its been over a month since i posted here. I've been off my meds and my perimenopausal mood swings have been simply unbearable.
But yesterday i put on a pair of 18W jeans. Down from a 20W. FINALLY in the plus size teens!
Two years ago i was a 28W. So its amazing progress but i still find my self esteem is still super low. I feel fat and disgusting.
All this hard work and for what? Im still huge.
Im still ugly.