This is not my year
Monday, September 21, 2020
It has been 5 months and one day since I lost the love of my life.
I also had to say good bye to both of our dogs this year.
I am barely hanging on and am not really doing much to take care of my self.
I have decided to keep my daughter's dog and last week I adopted a kitten to keep the new dog company.
I purchased a house and moved to a new community 250 miles to the east of where we used to live.
Moving to a new community in the midst of a pandemic is beyond challenging - there is no opportunity to socialize to meet new friends and I don't feel safe in public places like gyms yet. So I walk the new dog many miles every day.
I have a new job and am just trying to figure out what my life will look like in the future.
I am so far from happy, but I know that I will be OK.