Find joy in each day
Tuesday, October 13, 2020
we woke up, we can make our own decisions, we can enjoy today and have a lot to be thankful for. Life can be so frustrating and chaotic. Yesterday again for the 3rd week in a row the tree guy never showed up, my sister is driving to Ohio today since she had put it off because of the pond work. We’re beginning the work in the hallway and continue on our home projects. Haven’t heard from my son in two weeks so I don’t know if he’s even alive. He was suicidal when he lived with us and part of me wants to know and part of me is holding onto hope and he can change from this experience and improve. Every week I am with my parents I can see the decline, my mom’s anger is worst, she is shorter tempered, argumentative and not even fun to be around so this break for my sister will be well deserved since she lives next door, my dad’s breathing is harder and value every day we have left.