Around and around

. Yesterday’s meeting was a disaster as usual but what I expected. I love it when they Question my parenting skills, discipline techniques and continual failures. In tears, I turned it on them. I said I realize you all have degrees, you are all experts in your field, your each a better mom to your kids than I will ever be. Do any of you live this on a daily basis? Do any of you know the day by day, hour by hour responsibilities and frustrations. You each can judge me all you want but I feel abandoned, lied to, and none of you are giving her the services she is to be getting. I realize now covid has everything on hold but I’m not going to live forever and as much as I love my daughter I hope she dies before I do because if this is what services are available to her she cannot function or survive. We have paperwork signed for the hours approved for home help, yet has never happened and yet you judge me!