Saturday, January 19, 2008
I spent most of my evening, scrolling through spark pages, especially looking at those voted "Motivators". These are some of the thoughts that went through my head:
I could have been one of them. If I had stayed on track, I would have reached goal by now. Instead I am barely 10 pounds below my highest weight. I mean, I try to stay positive, but how depressing is that!?!?
Not to mention the fact that there were several pictures I saw, of people that I would have SWORN were heavier than I am, only to find that they were significantly smaller than I am!
I remember, when I first lost all my weight, it took quite awhile for my head to catch up with body. I am finding that it is definitely true in the reverse! My mind is just starting to catch up to how frickin' fat I am.
When I look at my pictures from the end of 2006, I feel slightly sick. Hopefully I will be able to learn from this experience!