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Direct affects......
Wednesday, January 02, 2019      4 comments

Sitting home this evening, received a text from out local sheriff dept. saying that roads are getting ice covered. I normally am out in the road in the late evening, but decided that, no I need to stay in. Now, bare with me. Flash back 20 years... Read more
Stress of life has won....for now
Wednesday, December 12, 2018      2 comments

With so much that I have had to do and work toward after my mom passed in August, I totally feel defeated on the nutrition/weight journey. I'm back to the point where, "I'll start fresh tomorrow". Well, its a cycle again that i'm not winni... Read more
Time
Monday, September 10, 2018      1 comments

Time always seems to slip. I've been on Spark mobile but haven't had the time, or what feels like the time to get on and post. This year has been full of ups and downs. Both nutritionally and in daily life. I'm back to 280, :( I had ... Read more
Been a while.. .again
Wednesday, January 10, 2018      2 comments

It's been a while since I blogged. So, FINALLY made a little time to get a few things updated. ! :) What a new year already! Been SO busy with the new grandbaby! But loving every minute of it! Never realized how much love one lil guy can br... Read more
Noticing someone else.
Wednesday, October 04, 2017      6 comments

I've so never been the attention type of person. But lately, when I'm busting my booty at the gym, and working out beyond what I ever thought I was capable of, I notice the girl(s) that have lost 5 lbs to be 120 lbs now, get all the attention. W... Read more
When we think we can't
Wednesday, September 06, 2017      2 comments

I swore off the word "can't" a long time ago. In everything that I do, even if I have to stop and talk myself through it, I made sure that I did. Whether in exercising it's a modification, or in daily life doing something that will get the same ... Read more
Those little irking moments
Tuesday, May 30, 2017      2 comments

I'm usually the go with the flow type person. But, there are a few things that just irk me to tears. Why, on this journey that we are all on. Do you always seem to find that one person, even if they only have good intentions, that tend to tak... Read more
Compliments
Sunday, May 14, 2017      3 comments

Walking to the tread mill one day last week, one of the younger regular gym girls looked at me as she was on her elipitical kicking butt. She took off her head phones, and excitedly said, "You look awesome in that color top, Becca". As I gave... Read more
Breaking out of the same ole
Sunday, April 09, 2017      3 comments

For the LONGEST time, actually since I was a chubby teenager (feels like many many may years ago lol), and especially with my weight lower and getting healthier. I find that little voice, that inner me that has always been there but too afraid t... Read more
Dusting it off and hitting it better!
Thursday, April 06, 2017      5 comments

Got on the scale today. And i'm up emoticon I normally would rant, get mad, cry and do all that fun stuff. But, i... Read more
To 5k or not to 5k
Monday, April 03, 2017      1 comments

Okay!!!! I'm contemplating my first 5k. As much as I know "I GOT THIS". There is still that part of me that feels like the kid in the back that gets picked last, and doesn't want to try anything new because of life's little (yet big) insecuritie... Read more
Feel like forever again!
Thursday, March 30, 2017      2 comments

What I thought was going to be just a few days here and there last fall/winter that I would miss logging on to Spark, ended up being, well.... Months! It's hard for me to get why something so easy at my finger tips turns into a oh here we go aga... Read more
Happy December (ok, almost lol)
Sunday, November 27, 2016      1 comments

A great, relaxing Thanksgiving in the history books. Actually was surprised how on track I stayed. emoticon I'm n... Read more
Groups.... Yay or nay......
Monday, November 21, 2016      4 comments

I'm not one for being in a group. In school, I was always the quiet one, maybe more because of not wanting to be "rejected". I'm still standoffish when it comes to being in a group. It's taken me a while to warm up to the girls in my group tr... Read more
Hello November... Hello again Spark
Sunday, November 13, 2016      1 comments

I've been "out" for a bit. (seems like a year) Both parents have had different bouts with cancer. While trying to get them better, I've pushed this part of my life to the corner. Although, I have kept up with working out, and even am part o... Read more

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