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Life Unmasked
Sunday, June 28, 2020      4 comments

The world is a very strange place. Unrecognizable from where life was a few months ago, we live in some sort of bizzarro land. People argue and bicker about every single thing, jockeying to position their belief in the winners circle. Thou... Read more
Conquering that mountain
Friday, October 04, 2013      1 comments

Yesterday I stood in front of a mountain of chocolate for two hours. There was so much of it for us to give away and eat that I could smell the fine scent of heaven, even through their wrappers. Each one was its own individual bundle of joy. Sil... Read more
Comfort Food
Thursday, October 03, 2013      7 comments

I have been mourning the death of my marriage for some time and just dreading moving into the future. Today is a particulalry bad day. What was once a bautiful marriage has turned into a story so sad that I wish to wrap my head around it's... Read more
I cheated last night.
Wednesday, October 02, 2013      4 comments

Today is actually a good day because I woke up! Last night I had a tiny mini binge- it really wasnt much at all, rather it was 3 cookies and some chips. Normally, it would have turned into some gluttonous free for all. So acutally I am quite p... Read more
Into the future
Tuesday, October 01, 2013      3 comments

I have been down this road before. My life is splayed out before my like some animal's rotting carcass that was run over by a mack truck. It still sucks, and its not easier. Turning to food was like walking into a blanket fresh out of the dryer,... Read more
Cottonseed oil - a food?
Thursday, September 20, 2012      1 comments

Last time I checked cotton was not a food item. Furthermore, cottonseed oil was not something I had heard of being used as a foodstuff, alas, I have been finding it in just about everything lately. What is cottonseed oil? Cottonseed oi... Read more
Pain vs. suffering.
Friday, September 14, 2012      2 comments

It has been 4 days in a row that I have been eating within my calorie range, this is normally a sticky point for me since by day three I am feeling uncomfortable with the controlling my eating aspect of losing weight. Last night I found myself s... Read more
ONE little success at a time.
Thursday, September 13, 2012      2 comments

Today I weighed myself to find that I had actually lost almost 8 pounds. This is exciting for me, but historically, this is also where I throw in the hat and eat like a madwoman. Food is the past has been the blanket that keeps me warm and ... Read more
Overcoming Sadness while maintaining control
Wednesday, May 12, 2010      5 comments

My husband is in another country to do art for a 5 month stint has completey disengaged from me. My son has been very ill with a bone infection and we have gone through hell for the past 2 months. Normally I would eat myself into a c... Read more
Bugg-aloo
Tuesday, May 11, 2010      0 comments

While it's certainly been more than one day of me starting this wieght loss thing, it is the first full day with my bodybugg... I'm hoping to use it as a tool to assist me in being accountable. Back in the day 'over' eating would have been ... Read more
MayDay- Body Bugg Arrives
Monday, May 10, 2010      1 comments

The body bugg I ordered arrives today and I am thrilled! In anticipation of this event, I have begun to exercise and, much to the delight of my son and my family, they are seeing a difference. I have lost now, nearly ten pounds, but for me... Read more
Obstacles...
Monday, September 21, 2009      1 comments

Its been a rather good day, I was somewhat active this morning by doing crunches for at least 10 minutes.. Yes I know what the heck is ten minutes of exercise?.. it is a heck of a lot when you can hardly move as is the case for me at this point.... Read more
The real me.
Saturday, September 19, 2009      1 comments

This is the real me, the me that hides behind these layers of fat. The heat almost killed me at my son's soccer practice this morning.. nearly 3 hours on my feet and running around. Not to mention my husband left me with the kids there and I was... Read more

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