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Getting Real And Setting My Sites...
Sunday, July 21, 2019      1 comments

Why do I end up blogging in the middle of the night most nights? LOL, insomnia for one. Tonight was an exception, my sweet pup Hope is terrified of stormy nights, and I kept being woken the moment I would start to drift off, thinking something h... Read more
Tea, Paleo and Dog Training, LOL
Saturday, July 20, 2019      2 comments

So, I'm giving up coffee. I can't drink it black, it must have sugar and creamer in it. I've drank coffee since I was 15, and lived on it when I was in the military. But, I'm going Paleo and can't have refined sugar or creamer. Plus, I'm diabeti... Read more
Friday and Stuff
Friday, July 19, 2019      8 comments

Thank you for those that showed support on my blog yesterday. Depression really sucks. I messaged my psychiatrist and will probably get a sooner appointment with him. I got my results from my last labs for a medication that is for my bipolar and... Read more
Sick, Depressed, But Moving Forward!
Thursday, July 18, 2019      5 comments

I want this to be me. I want to work hard for success. I'm still trying to see what success looks like for me. I know that I want to lose the weight... Read more
Feeling Awful, But Pushing Forward.
Wednesday, July 17, 2019      5 comments

I feel awful. It started on Sunday, last day of vacation, I didn't hardly sleep, I felt like I would fall asleep at any moment, but could not because we were in the car. And my MIL had to take a detour and stop at every waterfall along the way. ... Read more
Home Sweet Home
Tuesday, July 16, 2019      7 comments

I'm so happy to be home! My goal was to start right away into the routines I created while on vacation, did I crush it? Nope. I felt horrible yesterday, like I had a hangover, feel pretty much the same way this morning, but barely slept last nig... Read more
I need more coffee... early morning ramblings in the Smokey Mountians
Saturday, July 13, 2019      5 comments

Reading The Magic of Thinking Big by David Schwartz. All I've read so far is the overview of what he is going to cover in the book, and it must be a long book if he is going to cover all of that!! I'm looking forward to it. A lot of the excuses ... Read more
Vacation Update
Friday, July 12, 2019      3 comments

Pictures to come after vacation is over, the wifi here is SO slow!! I had signed up for a free webinar on parenting that is supposed to be amazing for the next stage we are moving into - the teen years!! But, I tried to watch a video that was on... Read more
Vacation So Far...
Wednesday, July 10, 2019      5 comments

Took me two days to recover from the brain fog I get after having seizures. Today we went out to breakfast, got woken up early (the one day I decided to go back to sleep and managed it) my MIL saying we were leaving at 7 and it was shortly befor... Read more
Vacation/Do It Scared
Tuesday, July 09, 2019      5 comments

So many people will accept misery over uncertainty. I was listening to Do It Scared podcast #2 (still listening to it, had to stop and write that tidbit down) when the guest speaker said this. And it is so true!! It has taken me so long, on so m... Read more
Vacation Prep Day!!/Health Update/Paleo
Saturday, July 06, 2019      6 comments

I didn't get much done yesterday. I had a really rough health day. I've got some severe pain that comes and goes in a place that does not have any organs other than intestines, and DH told me some possible thing it could be that I can't remember... Read more
Putting Planning Into Action
Friday, July 05, 2019      5 comments

Yesterday's blog REFOCUS, was in the middle of the night and my mind was going 90 miles an hour. In the morning, things were a little clearer, after I slept some, and talked with one of my bff's and DH. I still am standing by the priorities I se... Read more
REFOCUS
Thursday, July 04, 2019      5 comments

I've been up since midnight... I should probably go make more coffee. I've been doing a lot of thinking, and not all of it good. I'm frustrated, and angry - anger is a difficult emotion for me to deal with, because it was not allowed when I was ... Read more
Good Morning Tuesday!
Tuesday, July 02, 2019      3 comments

Got up super early again this morning. My weighted blanket somehow fell off of me and I just could not get it on right or fall back asleep, so I got up. I'm going to go back to bed when DH wakes up. He reads the news and such on his phone for a ... Read more
Happy July!!
Monday, July 01, 2019      4 comments

So, it is not Independence Day yet, but I love celebrating it!! We have not gone to a fireworks show in forever, and I just messaged City Hall to se... Read more

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