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Day 7 of 100/ I Try
Thursday, September 18, 2014      2 comments

Had the weirdest anxiety attack yesterday! I became overwhelmed with the feeling that I was going to throw up, stomach cramps, dizziness, all that jazz. After it calmed down some, I was convinced that I must have eaten a bad veggie at lunch. Or ... Read more
Redo: Day 6 of 100
Wednesday, September 17, 2014      5 comments

Wow, I've been go, go, go for the last four days, being manic can be great, till your leg muscles start screaming at you because they've had no rest! My mind was still going 90 to nothing, but my muscles were telling me like it is: I needed rest... Read more
Day 6 of 100
Monday, September 15, 2014      5 comments

So much planned for today, I wonder what I'll actually get done! School, of course is a priority. We have no milk or eggs in the house, so we are going out to eat for breakfast. Yesterday we just snacked for breakfast, but don't want the kids to... Read more
Just another manic Sunday!
Sunday, September 14, 2014      3 comments

Yesterday was weird. I was tired, exhausted but not. I woke up at 2 and only dozed after that, not real sleep. I tried to take a nap but only laid there getting more and more uncomfortable. And, as the day wore on I got more energy, not more sle... Read more
Day 5 of 100
Saturday, September 13, 2014      1 comments

Yesterday was crummy. I did manage to not make a fool of myself, but I had an anxiety attack on the way. We were about to leave so we could get there early enough to help with set up and have some social time when DH comes out and says I need to... Read more
Friday/CC
Friday, September 12, 2014      3 comments

Not looking forward to today. I should be, it is a chance to make new friends at my kids co-op. Other like-minded Mom's and all that. But my anxiety is over-riding that. I just want it to be over. And I promised that this time we would stay for ... Read more
Day 4 of 100
Thursday, September 11, 2014      5 comments

Yesterday I let my depression and anxiety get the better of me. Not today. And hopefully, at least where my workout is concerned, not again. I saw a guy at church that has lost 50 pounds in the last 6 months and I though, that could have been me... Read more
Day 3 of 100
Tuesday, September 09, 2014      8 comments

Last night our Pastor came over and we prayed together and talked. I didn't think that it would do anything to talk to my pastor about what is going on with my anxiety, I mean, I'm not expecting a miracle. But, while we were praying I felt God's... Read more
Day 2 of 100
Monday, September 08, 2014      5 comments

Yes, I know, I skipped a few days. Let me explain. Friday I had a breakdown. My anxiety was through the roof and I had a rough time meeting the other Mommies at CC and my youngest had a rough time with the crowded classroom. Only 8 girls, b... Read more
Day 1 of 100
Thursday, September 04, 2014      8 comments

Forgot to set my alarm this morning. Normally I'd use that as grounds to start tomorrow, but I'm going to start today any way! It is that time. My health problems are t... Read more
Starting over
Wednesday, September 03, 2014      3 comments

I'm beat. I'm done. This 100 day challenge is a big ol' bust. I've worked out maybe half of the time. I've been feeling so down, not as depressed as I was that one week, but a sneaky kind of depressed that has had me low on energy and e... Read more
Day 28 of 100 Days of Exercise
Monday, September 01, 2014      3 comments

For those of you that I normally comment on your blog, I haven't commented on anyone's blog in like a week!. I think I subscribed to too many blogs and just got overwhelmed at how many I had myself reading every day. I'm going to try to get back... Read more
Day 26 of 100 Days of Exercise
Friday, August 29, 2014      8 comments

Didn't work out on the elliptical yesterday, but got a decent work out walking around my house trying to get the dog to poop outside. House training for going #1 is pretty good, but #2 we have to watch him constantly and take him out a lot. I th... Read more
Day 25 of 100 Days of Exercise
Thursday, August 28, 2014      4 comments

1/4 of the way through and I've not done so good so far, I'm going to make sure that is not true of the rest of my 100 days!! I don't like working out after lunch, but I'm going to just have to get out of it because sometimes that is the only t... Read more
Skipping a day
Wednesday, August 27, 2014      2 comments

I spent most of last night in the ER with my husband. Since the dentists in the AF treated him so horribley (meds wearing off in the middle of procedures, screwing up a tooth they weren't even working on, etc.) he's developed a fear of dentists.... Read more

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