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Service Dog: Yes?
Thursday, November 20, 2014      1 comments

Appointment went well yesterday. I have my psych-doc appointment today, and I'm hoping he cooperates with what I'm wanting. I need something to be able to make the car trip there and back, yes I get anxiety when I drive and it is worse when some... Read more
Therapy Wednesday!
Wednesday, November 19, 2014      3 comments

Therapy day! I'm not looking forward to picking apart why I'm having all these panic attacks, I know that is what is going to happen. I've written down what dates and what happened and I plan to read that to her. Part of me really wants to figur... Read more
Problems and Solutions for Thanksgiving Vacation
Tuesday, November 18, 2014      2 comments

I insisted when we moved away that we spend Thanksgivings at Grandma's house back where we had moved from and it has become a family tradition. Every year we pile into Grandma's house for a week of Thanksgiving fun and family time. I love it. Bu... Read more
Doing a Little Better
Tuesday, November 18, 2014      4 comments

This morning the sky is stripes of light blue and the lightest of pinks. Beautiful. God's beautiful handiwork. I had nightmares last night, but only mild anxiety, yay! I had an anxiety attack yesterday but was able to breath through it. My... Read more
Monday
Monday, November 17, 2014      1 comments

Thank you all for the positive comments, you help keep me going! This quote is so true. How I approach my daily to do list or chores for the day totally affects how I'm ... Read more
Getting worse
Saturday, November 15, 2014      4 comments

So I was able to get an emergency appointment with my psych-doc only have him have an emergency and have to cancel just hours before. So I was like, you don't understand this was an emergency appointment for me, what do I do? So he'll get a mess... Read more
Rethinking my Plan
Wednesday, November 12, 2014      4 comments

So yesterday morning went okay, we took a lot of review breaks, but that is good, the girls didn't retain the memorization for the past three weeks like they normally do. But come afternoon when we were supposed to be doing school, it was a mess... Read more
Today's Plan
Tuesday, November 11, 2014      5 comments

So I got a little bit done yesterday, not much, for the most part I rested and napped. Having that anxiety attack and then not being able to sleep did a number on me! I'm feeling much better today and ready to get started! So here is my pla... Read more
Anxiety Attack
Monday, November 10, 2014      4 comments

So I've been having anxiety attacks in my sleep for the past few months. Or I suppose it would be better to say I've been waking up in the middle of having an anxiety attack while I was sleeping. I've taken to taking my anxiety meds right before... Read more
Getting back up
Sunday, November 09, 2014      5 comments

What a crazy/great day I had Friday. I was ready to collapse when I got home, but the smile on the kids faces was priceless. We had CC and stayed for most of lunch so they could play. Then our friend asked if we wanted to meet at a park... the o... Read more
A case of the Blah's
Thursday, November 06, 2014      5 comments

Thank you so much for your prayers. My anxiety got worse and worse, till I just knew I'd be unable to drive. So DH drove us and we waited in the parking lot playing games till the worship team was done with practice. The kids were up late, but I... Read more
Awful Mood
Wednesday, November 05, 2014      6 comments

Woke up in a FOUL mood this morning. emoticon Going to try to do what I can to get back in a good mood. My small do... Read more
I'm back!/Bear
Tuesday, November 04, 2014      6 comments

Okay, so I'm still feeling a little off. I haven't been getting up on time, or doing my morning routine, or working out, or eating well.... I haven't been doing a lot of things. But I'm back, I got up almost on time this morning and am ready to ... Read more
Ramblings
Friday, October 31, 2014      5 comments

First, my results: I'm good. The cysts I have are normal, the only reason I may need to go back is if they get infected again, like it had been when I had the sore on my breast. Then it may need to be removed. But that is it, I'm good!! Yay and ... Read more
Rainbows
Tuesday, October 28, 2014      5 comments

I've got an appointment to see a surgeon "breast specialist" today. I'm still confused as to why. If my mammogram was okay, why do I need to see a specialist? I guess better safe than sorry? Makes me nervous when the doctor is inconsistent. ... Read more

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