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Day 141/ Asking for Help is Hard/ Service Dog
Saturday, February 18, 2017      7 comments

Today i restart the VLCD. I was going to Monday but then this week happened. This time I'm not going to let my anxiety and such get in the way because I have a goal: My future service dog. I started a GoFundMe Account at http://w... Read more
Day 140/ Oops I hit the send button!
Friday, February 17, 2017      5 comments

I wrote two blogs on my site CrouchingFlea yesterday. One was part of my testimony, how I was saved and how the church literally saved me when I was younger. The other, much longer blog is on what is going on right now with me. I have felt led ... Read more
Day 139/ Cancel Everything/PTSD Service Dog?
Thursday, February 16, 2017      7 comments

I had to cancel everything yesterday. My anxiety was so bad, there was no way I could have driven, and DH was working so could not drive me. No way I could have taught crochet class. When I get extreme anxiety like this I stutter and can't hold ... Read more
Day 138/Anxiety/Food Idol
Wednesday, February 15, 2017      9 comments

emoticon Just another manic... Wednesday Oh-ohooooh! ... Read more
Day 137/Anxiety with a capital A
Tuesday, February 14, 2017      8 comments

I wrote my new week stuff out yesterday hoping it would help me to really feel it and be motivated to do it. And I do, I want to make this stuff work, but, to quote Shinedown; "There's a monkey on my back and he don't know how to act, got me cli... Read more
Day 136/ A New Week, A Fresh Start
Monday, February 13, 2017      7 comments

This is the week all my new plans go into place, looking at things positively... emoticon Going on the more st... Read more
Day 135/ Anxiety Overload and Homeschool.
Sunday, February 12, 2017      6 comments

I barely made it through church service this morning. Seriously it took everything I had not to bolt out the door and hyperventilate. I took my meds, c... Read more
Day 133/Driving Anxiety, my Gilded Cage
Friday, February 10, 2017      7 comments

So, I made green juice yesterday, had two glasses. I should be having some right now, but... coffee. I love the flavor of this green juice, I didn't use much parsley the middle of the bunch was completely bad. I'll drink two glasses again today ... Read more
Day 132/ I think I made a friend!/ VLCD
Thursday, February 09, 2017      2 comments

I've been on a kick about getting my kids more involved, but people don't realize how hard that is when you have anxiety. It will be easier once I have my service dog, but that is well over a year, year and a half away, if not two years away. I ... Read more
Day 131/ The Joy Stealer; depression
Wednesday, February 08, 2017      11 comments

Good morning peeps! Today is my busy day and I'm off this morning, so guess what I'm going to do? Take the morning nice and S-L-O-W!! ... Read more
Day 130/Figuring out our new curriculum
Tuesday, February 07, 2017      3 comments

emoticon I think we finally have finally figured out what our new curriculum will be. My friend C is going all the ... Read more
Just a Little Cereal... (okay, maybe a lot)
Monday, February 06, 2017      4 comments

I'm an emotional eater. It was a hard day. My DD gave up on her schoolwork and simply refused to 'get it'. I'm behind a week on my writing in my school planner on what we do. We are changing curriculum and I have to figure out what we are going ... Read more
Day 128/ Changing Up Our Homeschool/ Working Out Finally!/ Meal Plan Change!
Monday, February 06, 2017      4 comments

So I'm feeling a little better today, I'm still really stuffy but I got up on time no problem. So I'm going to work out today, just a little, Just to get back in the habit. I know I'm not well enough to do one of my usual workouts, but I feel li... Read more
Day 127/Anxiety/Homeschool
Sunday, February 05, 2017      7 comments

I lost my focus this last week. I ate what I wanted, I was sick so I couldn't work out to burn up the extra calories, I ate more than I should, I just ... Read more
Day 126
Friday, February 03, 2017      5 comments

emoticon I ate a cookie last night. I dreamed I got up and had a cookie and lo and behold this morning one was gone... Read more

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