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No more driving/ Grounding/ PTSD
Tuesday, August 01, 2017      5 comments

I wasn't feeling to great yesterday morning, anxiety high and just feeling 'off' but I needed my diabetes meds (I was out) and we kept forgetting to pick it up so I was determined to go get it. Loaded the kids and the dog in the car cranked up s... Read more
I will fight, I may have to fight gently, but I will still fight!!
Monday, July 31, 2017      7 comments

I am determined. Though I feel weak a lot, and overwhelmed, I am determined to beat this anxiety and stuff that has been plaguing me.It's going to take time and a whole lot of effort, I may never beat it completely, you can't fight brain ch... Read more
You Guys Rock/ Weight Loss Journey/Anger
Sunday, July 30, 2017      7 comments

I had a lot of comments about not concentrating on losing weight right now but on taking care of me and it took me a while of thinking to realize you all are right. If I add weight loss to the already considerable stack of things I have going on... Read more
Slowly getting back/ Bullet Journal
Saturday, July 29, 2017      5 comments

I'm still not doing well, but I have not been doing my coping skills and one of them is exercise, so after my morning shake settles I'll go hop on the treadmill and then do some pilates (for beginners!). Tomorrow is my day 'off' so I'll only do... Read more
Friday, July 28, 2017      7 comments

I didn't go in the hospital, so I was here for DD's birthday... But I slept through the last half of the day because I was not doing good. That's okay because the party is not till Saturday. I'm still not doing good. The slightest things s... Read more
Quick Check In
Tuesday, July 25, 2017      6 comments

Just checking in to say hi, since I normally blog every day I wanted to keep up as much of my routine as possible. I am not doing well. I've had a really rough morning already. My bipolar and PTSD are acting up bad. I'm supposed to take DD to th... Read more
Practicing for school Mornings/ Having trouble
Monday, July 24, 2017      2 comments

So today starts a new chapter in my life, one that I hope will be a good one. It's 0224, I've been up for an hour so decided to blog for a bit, as I'm not sleepy at all yet. You see today I start getting up at 0500 again. I will take care o... Read more
Rough Time but "I Will Survive"
Sunday, July 23, 2017      2 comments

emoticon I will survive! As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive! ... Read more
Taking Care Of ME (And Everybody Else, LOL)
Saturday, July 22, 2017      6 comments

My secret plan is to start putting me first in the situations that I need to. I don't always need to be first, just in situations that I usually don't, but need to. For example, I've been slacking on my exercise. I've got a bazillion things that... Read more
Their Best Chance/Taking Care of Me Too/Finding me
Thursday, July 20, 2017      8 comments

I've always said I just want to give my kids their best chance, whatever that may be. And at the time back several years ago their best chance was homeschooling. And now their best chance is public school. We used to meet with my friend once a ... Read more
Randomness/Just keep swimming
Wednesday, July 19, 2017      4 comments

I don't remember where I heard this, but I read somewhere that the only that that does not change, is the fact that everything changes. My head is still reeling from the ordeal with trying to move we just went through, but so grateful that our c... Read more
Changes.... again
Tuesday, July 18, 2017      10 comments

Okay. I had to sit down for this one. We are not going to be moving to the new house we were going to rent. The rental agreement was outrageous and basically had us paying for everything. AC breaks? We buy a new one. Yard needs to be resodded? W... Read more
New Plan, Keeping Me a Priority, Training the Dog
Monday, July 17, 2017      7 comments

Let's face it, on my list of who is a priority in my life, I'm last. I spend my Christmas and birthday money on my kids. I put my husband and kids first, and then I eat my emotions. That is part of how I ended up in the hospital back in February... Read more
Angry - Motivated and a little PO'd/PTSD
Saturday, July 15, 2017      7 comments

I lost some of my 'umph' this morning. DH's answer about me getting a service dog went from "Yes!" to "Well, first we have to..." Uh-oh. I've heard that line before. Darnit. I'm going to push though, we will have the funds and there is no good r... Read more
Update on house/Dog/Celebrating healthy
Friday, July 14, 2017      7 comments

I'm so excited! We were so sure that the rental company would say no, but they said yes! We have to see about one or two things with the fees, but other than that, we are moving on the 20th!!! It's got a really small community pool, but we are j... Read more

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