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Dear Fat... / Hope
Wednesday, July 25, 2018      5 comments

I'm getting on the right track. I've been half @$$ing it the last month because of depression. But I made a decision yesterday (which probably means... Read more
When Illnesses Flair Up
Monday, July 23, 2018      1 comments

I've been having PTSD episodes and panic attacks. To say I am not doing well is an understatement. I have been in bed most of the day with my pup, except when she needed to play then I had to let the girls watch her because I could not. This is ... Read more
2 Month-a-versary!!
Saturday, July 21, 2018      8 comments

Two months since my gastric bypass and I am happy to announce that I weigh 223.5 and am in a size 18 pants (skipped size 20 altogether!). To reach my 3 month goal, I should have lost 5 more pounds this month, at least. I'm not going to alter my ... Read more
7/19/18
Thursday, July 19, 2018      3 comments

The scale is not my friend today. I only lost two pounds. I know that is something to be happy about, but I have not been my own friend recently. I ate things I should not have. In amounts I definitely should not have. Not all at once, spread ou... Read more
Ortho Checkup
Tuesday, July 17, 2018      6 comments

Cleared by my ortho surgeon. He didn't show me the pictures but he told me how bad it was. If it gets to hurting there are injections they can do to help. I'm hoping that is a no go. but if it is between knee replacement and injections, I'll tak... Read more
Little Distraction
Sunday, July 15, 2018      8 comments

Good morning! Another bright sunny day with Hope here (okay, it's actually cloudy, but I feel sunny on the inside). I left her kennel door slightly open last night, so as soon as my feet hit the floor this morning, she came pouncing over to me a... Read more
Meet Hope!!
Saturday, July 14, 2018      8 comments

This is Hope! She is home! My future service dog, my partner, and right now the dog who has stolen my heart! ... Read more
BIG DAY!
Friday, July 13, 2018      9 comments

Today is the BIG DAY!! I get Hope, my new puppy! I'm over the moon excited for this! She'll be my service dog once she is trained and I can't wait! It's going to take a lot of hard work on both our parts, and a lot of play time too. I've been tr... Read more
Puppies, emotions and more!
Thursday, July 12, 2018      1 comments

Hope at 1 week old. Tomorrow I will pick her up at 8 weeks old. I can't wait, but will have to, I can't pick her up till about 3 in the afternoon. ... Read more
Knee Surgery, Meet Pickles, the family dog
Wednesday, July 11, 2018      8 comments

Knee surgery went well, the staff was amazing and explained everything before they did it. The surgeon showed pictures to my husband while I was recovering. It was not good. Lots of bone spurs. I'm going to need a knee replacement in 5-6 years. ... Read more
Not feeling so great
Tuesday, July 10, 2018      7 comments

This is my other favorite picture of my future pup. Doesn't she have a pretty stance? I just love her and I have not met her yet! I get her on Frida... Read more
9 July 18
Monday, July 09, 2018      1 comments

Yesterday I went a little overboard with the food. That's not much, I can't eat much at a time, but I had four meals, and should not have. Gotta work that off on the treadmill today. I was so anxious yesterday, still am today but not as bad. Yes... Read more
Service Dog Update!!
Saturday, July 07, 2018      16 comments

Meet Hope! Isn't she adorable!? I'm elated to say I will be meeting my future partner, my soon to be service dog, in 5 more days and a wake-up... Read more
Welcome to the 220's!
Friday, July 06, 2018      4 comments

I'm at 229! I reached my goal of being under 230! Yay! Now to keep up the weight loss and shrinking inches! I tried on a shirt today, just to see. It looked much smaller than my normal size. It fit! So I looked in the mirror and was so surprised... Read more
Spark!
Tuesday, July 03, 2018      6 comments

So I just wrote a blog entry titled "Healing." I got to thinking about it and I need to find ways to 'spark' myself daily to keep the motivation and excitement going. Not exercising today was totally understandable to me, I was so drained I don'... Read more

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