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How I'm Doing
Saturday, August 04, 2018      5 comments

This is a double edged sword of a question. I'm doing fine, and I'm not doing so good, in many ways. Anxiety is a constant and of late we have been so busy and had so many problems that I'm in constant high anxiety. I've been having PTSD n... Read more
Puppy Love
Friday, August 03, 2018      5 comments

I'm so excited to say that Hope is doing great and is ahead of the curve because of extra training. The trainer, O, says that she is bonding really ... Read more
Back In The Saddle!
Thursday, August 02, 2018      2 comments

I've been letting life get in the way of my success at weight loss and healthy lifestyle again. Anxiety has been really bad of late and I've let it make me forget to work out or forget to eat altogether. I know my body is no longer in ketosis, i... Read more
Anxiety
Wednesday, August 01, 2018      5 comments

I'm exhausted. Worn thin. Tired out. All the go-go-going of the past month and the crowds of the past week have really got to me. My anxiety is sky high, I've made it through a bunch of appointments today, but could not bring myself to go ... Read more
Randomness
Tuesday, July 31, 2018      4 comments

And so the school year begins. 'Camp' today for new middle schoolers, they get to learn their lockers and schedule and spend the whole morning going over the new school. Elementary open house is tonight as well, and school starts Thursday. The m... Read more
Exhausted
Sunday, July 29, 2018      3 comments

Oh my goodness! We have been what feels like non-stop go for 5 days now. This week promises to be super busy too. Thankfully we have the rest of the day off. Now if my dog would just get sleepy so I can catch a nap. I know it is kinda late for o... Read more
28 Jul 18
Saturday, July 28, 2018      2 comments

Good Afternoon, my fellow Sparkers! I am still so very tired, I slept on the couch last night because my pup decided to wake up and want to play. She fell asleep on the couch with me and by the time I woke up and realized I could take her to bed... Read more
Dear Fat... / Hope
Wednesday, July 25, 2018      5 comments

I'm getting on the right track. I've been half @$$ing it the last month because of depression. But I made a decision yesterday (which probably means... Read more
When Illnesses Flair Up
Monday, July 23, 2018      1 comments

I've been having PTSD episodes and panic attacks. To say I am not doing well is an understatement. I have been in bed most of the day with my pup, except when she needed to play then I had to let the girls watch her because I could not. This is ... Read more
2 Month-a-versary!!
Saturday, July 21, 2018      8 comments

Two months since my gastric bypass and I am happy to announce that I weigh 223.5 and am in a size 18 pants (skipped size 20 altogether!). To reach my 3 month goal, I should have lost 5 more pounds this month, at least. I'm not going to alter my ... Read more
7/19/18
Thursday, July 19, 2018      3 comments

The scale is not my friend today. I only lost two pounds. I know that is something to be happy about, but I have not been my own friend recently. I ate things I should not have. In amounts I definitely should not have. Not all at once, spread ou... Read more
Ortho Checkup
Tuesday, July 17, 2018      6 comments

Cleared by my ortho surgeon. He didn't show me the pictures but he told me how bad it was. If it gets to hurting there are injections they can do to help. I'm hoping that is a no go. but if it is between knee replacement and injections, I'll tak... Read more
Little Distraction
Sunday, July 15, 2018      8 comments

Good morning! Another bright sunny day with Hope here (okay, it's actually cloudy, but I feel sunny on the inside). I left her kennel door slightly open last night, so as soon as my feet hit the floor this morning, she came pouncing over to me a... Read more
Meet Hope!!
Saturday, July 14, 2018      8 comments

This is Hope! She is home! My future service dog, my partner, and right now the dog who has stolen my heart! ... Read more
BIG DAY!
Friday, July 13, 2018      9 comments

Today is the BIG DAY!! I get Hope, my new puppy! I'm over the moon excited for this! She'll be my service dog once she is trained and I can't wait! It's going to take a lot of hard work on both our parts, and a lot of play time too. I've been tr... Read more

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