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Back at 335 lbs
Wednesday, May 06, 2020      1 comments

Well, it’s official, I have gotten all the way back up to 335 lbs. I weighed myself a couple mornings ago. It took the quarantine to push me the rest of the way back up, since I have lived on the couch since this all started and there’s nothing ... Read more
Thursday, January 02, 2020      4 comments

I lost 48 lbs between Feb. 17, 2019 and April 30, 2019 and then I gained it back again. That was the third time in my life I have lost a significant amount of weight and then just failed and gained it all back. As of today, Jan. 1, 2020, I'm s... Read more
Wednesday, February 27, 2019      1 comments

I haven't had any screw-ups since January 17th, I've lost 16 lbs. so far, my clothes are looser-my coat, my shirts, my jeans. I am now comfortably wearing a pair of jeans I bought after Christmas that didn't fit at all when I got them. I have ... Read more
Wednesday, February 06, 2019      0 comments

I have lost 8 lbs since I restarted healthy eating and daily exercise on January 17th. I haven’t messed up at all. It’s about time! I lost that 150 lbs throughout 2014 and then I stopped doing anything right on February 3, 2015. Over the next 4 ... Read more
Starting Over AGAIN!
Thursday, December 13, 2018      3 comments

After losing 150 lbs in 2014 I gained almost all of it back. My binge eating disorder came screaming back and I completely lost control of everything. The consequences of this are things are even worse than they were before I lost that 150 lbs w... Read more
Sunday, March 11, 2018      6 comments

I lost 23 lbs and then started to slip up again. I'm trying to get back on track again. I just wish I could get back into the same mentality I had in 2014 and STAY that way. I lost 150 lbs. very steadily and was doing great. I would have nev... Read more
Checking In
Wednesday, January 17, 2018      3 comments

I haven’t checked in in a while. I seem to have beaten the nightly binge eating by forcing myself to go to bed at 9 every night whether I’m tired or not. I do a lot of tossing and turning before I can fall asleep, but I can’t stuff my face if I’... Read more
Not to Be Insensitive, But...
Monday, January 08, 2018      0 comments

Today at the grocery store there was a woman before us getting checked out. I watched as she put nothing but absolute pure garbage on the belt-a very large box of fried chicken from the deli, bag after bag of candy, 2 very large boxes of donuts,... Read more
Username Change
Monday, January 01, 2018      0 comments

I decided to change my username here. It used to be Valolove1975, but that's a very old username I'm pretty tired of now. Plus, I'm no longer obsessed with the band HIM, haven't been in about 10 years, and they just broke up anyway. So I chan... Read more
Sunday, November 26, 2017      1 comments

I’m glad Thanksgiving is over, but now I dread Christmas. As someone struggling to lose tons of weight, holidays are terrible! Ugh! But I did make one very vital choice. We could have gone to the huge family Thanksgiving dinner at the Afton Hall... Read more
Friday, November 10, 2017      2 comments

Everything has gone bad! In 2014 I lost 150 lbs eating healthy and exercising daily. I measuring and tracked everything and stayed between 1200 and 1600 calories. No pop, no sweets, no deep fried food, pizza, or anything fattening AT ALL. It wor... Read more
Tomorrow is My Birthday
Tuesday, November 07, 2017      1 comments

Tomorrow is my birthday. I will be 42. I'm not getting presents and we're not doing anything for it, but that's okay. That kind of thing is for little kids. I'm very glad there won't be any cake around because I won't be able to control myse... Read more
First Month Results
Friday, November 03, 2017      2 comments

Today was the 4th week weigh-in. I was pretty pessimistic about it after last week’s let-down. Amazingly I lost 6 lbs this week! That makes a total of 14 lbs lost in the first month. That’s not too bad. I wish I could look back and see how much ... Read more
1 Month
Thursday, November 02, 2017      2 comments

Tomorrow is my 4th week weigh-in. Last week was discouraging. I did everything perfectly right, and yes I tracked EVERYTHING, but not only did I lose nothing in the third week, but I gained a pound. It made no sense. And no it’s not muscle becau... Read more
Progress So Far
Saturday, October 21, 2017      0 comments

Yesterday's weekly weigh-in showed 5 more lbs lost for a total of 9 lbs lost. Good! I've been doing great eating healthy, measuring and tracking everything, exercise and drinking tons of water. I average about 11 glasses of water a day. It's a g... Read more

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