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Day Two: The Road to Transcendence is Paved with Pain
Wednesday, May 15, 2019      3 comments

So my first day was a complete car crash. I can't say I was necessarily surprised. This was my first attempt at getting back on the highway so to speak after being off road for quite some time. I had fasted the previous day and then yesterday my... Read more
Day One: Beginning Again
Tuesday, May 14, 2019      5 comments

Even though we never really start over, it's time to begin again with all of my plans and goals and start organizing my ideas in a manner that makes it easier to achieve them. I have a kind of blueprint that I use for succeeding in endeavours an... Read more
Getting Off the SeeSaw
Friday, May 10, 2019      8 comments

So I've been on the mania/depression seesaw for a while now and I'm finally getting off. Well, I know maybe that's not entirely true. I know I can't totally escape my mood disorder, but at least I can try to avoid the most extreme aspects of it ... Read more
A Small Spark
Wednesday, May 08, 2019      8 comments

So I went through a spell again of not being able to get out of bed even though this time I was actually taking my meds, taking the max dose of wellbutrin and I declared, "there is not enough wellbutrin in the world!" was even listening to maril... Read more
Wish these Blogs were longer.
Monday, April 29, 2019      3 comments

I'd write longer blogs, but short on time these days and would rather write something short than not write anything at all. Swamped with a lot of work right now. I've been outlining Books 1-10 in my series, also writing a standalone literary wom... Read more
Back in Martial Arts
Saturday, April 27, 2019      8 comments

So I've gone back to karate. My master is letting me keep my green belt although I am being refreshed on all the technique as I haven't been in practice since I was 13 since I got bone disease. I am loving the classes so far and it is certainly ... Read more
Weigh-In and Update
Thursday, April 25, 2019      8 comments

Overall I've been doing good lately. Been managing my moods better and listening to my body more. Meditating has been going really well and reading a book called Stages of Meditation by H.H. the Dalai Lama which is an intermediate level meditat... Read more
Been Working
Tuesday, April 23, 2019      6 comments

Sorry I haven't posted, I've been working a lot. I'm trying to get outlines written for 7 books right now. I am a full time professional author now and never going to do menial work again so I have a lot of work to do and I'm trying right now to... Read more
Weigh-In (Week ?? Can't find my Planner)
Friday, April 19, 2019      5 comments

Well, good news everyone. I am back to being myself again. The medicine has dispersed through my system now and is working as intended. At first it was quite a shock to my system and I was experiencing mania and depression intensely and it was b... Read more
A Short Blog
Wednesday, April 17, 2019      8 comments

Just something quick to post an update. Will do something longer later on when I have a bit more time and focus and energy to devote to it. But for now just wanted to get a few words out there. I'm doing much better now, more used to the higher ... Read more
Saturday, April 13, 2019      10 comments

They've been messing with my meds. Not a good situation. Been crying a lot and sleeping a lot and making death comments. Don't worry I'm talking to my psych tomorrow and going to tell her I need to be on the highest dose of wellbutrin. I'm still... Read more
Dropping BY
Thursday, April 11, 2019      7 comments

Wanted to say hello. Hope everyone is staying fabulous. I'm working hard on my content. The best thing I can do for myself right now is to keep on writing so that's what I'm doing. Never give up, never surrender! And you should do the same. More... Read more
Here's the News! Anyone Know What Day It IS?
Wednesday, April 10, 2019      7 comments

Hey kids. Hope everyone's being good. Sorry I haven't been keeping up on the regular but I've been pretty occupied. Lots going on for me. Been around the scene a lot lately and keeping busy creating content. Don't be shy to come on over to Twitt... Read more
Flash Update
Tuesday, April 09, 2019      4 comments

Well let's see if I can put together some words. Today I wrote a landmark poem and submitted it to an important magazine so we'll see how that pans out. Been submitting poetry here and there lately and have given my book series to one agent as a... Read more
Day Something: Got Some Sleep
Sunday, April 07, 2019      5 comments

Wow, had some strong mania for a while and couldn't get any sleep. Feeling better now. The dose of meds I'm on causes mania so I have to be sure to take my geodon at the right time to avoid that. If I balance the meds right then I manage to get ... Read more

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