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So far,, so good
Thursday, May 07, 2009      1 comments

I think I am doing pretty well this week. I have lost no weight but,, I have discovered how much better I feel when I allow myself to be happy. Seems like a no brainer but its really hard. Right now I am fighting a nasty sinus infection. I g... Read more
No More
Saturday, May 02, 2009      1 comments

I think I am done now punishing myself for things that I never had any control of and things I might have done that I had control of but cant change now. Beating myself up and self punishment are not helping me and only causing me more pr... Read more
Super Stessed!!!
Thursday, April 30, 2009      5 comments

My DS has been keeping our 2 year old dog after she attacked our 10 month old dog and almost killed him. Dont know what happened there. DS and his room mates house caught fire today and DS and Stella have to come home until his transfer f... Read more
The saga continues...
Sunday, April 05, 2009      5 comments

I decided that I was tired of being afraid to ride my bike so yesterday after DH got home from work, we went out and rode a mile. My legs felt like rubber bands and I was panting like a dog BUT I did not fall off and hurt myself! Funny how wh... Read more
March
Saturday, March 07, 2009      2 comments

Well. I have lost 2 lbs and I am happy about that. I need to lose a bunch more but have resolved myself to the fact that its going to come off very slow. Painfully slow. I want so bad to get on my bike again but have found out two things... ... Read more
Its getting better
Saturday, February 21, 2009      5 comments

DS found out from the blood tests he has nothing to worry about. The x-rays on his hips were also fine. He has narrowing on the left side of his disks but nothing else is wrong. I am so relieved. Sprocket has the all clear to to back to his ... Read more
Moving forward
Sunday, February 15, 2009      4 comments

After all of this crap I have dealt with I think I'm doing pretty well. The dreaded scale is still my arch enemy but I have not gained this week. In fact, I have lost a tiny bit,, talking like 4 oz here but hey I lost them. Unlike my car keys, I... Read more
Keeping my head up
Thursday, February 12, 2009      6 comments

In spite of everything going on, I am trying to keep my head up and keep going. This has been a difficult year so far and I am hoping its just about over and the rest of the year will be more peaceful and positive. My DS has been sick an... Read more
Bad times
Wednesday, February 04, 2009      3 comments

I am having a really hard time right now. With the elbow I cant do much and when I do, I end up hurting myself. Even walking on the tread mill is painful. I feel like giving up for a while until my arm is better but that's not going to help and ... Read more
Doing alright
Sunday, January 25, 2009      2 comments

Today was my weigh in and I am at 164.5. That means somehow I managed to lose a little even with not being able to work out the last two weeks. I wish I knew how I did it LOL I have been trying to stay at the low end of my calorie range becau... Read more
Exercise CAN be painful
Tuesday, January 13, 2009      5 comments

I am still doing pretty well with my eating and up until Sunday I was doing really well with my exercise too. Saturday DDs and I went to the bridal expo and walked all day. Great workout, my legs and ankles were sore Sunday morning, Sunda... Read more
Keep on keeping on
Saturday, January 10, 2009      3 comments

I am still not seeing any weight coming off. I was at 165.0 and so happy but then, its back around 166. I just dont get it. Maybe I was dehydrated? LOL One thing I am noticing is that when I walk now I can walk faster and I don't get winded a... Read more
More determined then ever
Thursday, January 01, 2009      3 comments

Stupid scale. I think I am going to give up on the scale and focus on how I feel. I am still sure its out to get me. I joined two new teams because I think that new years is just the time to recommit to myself. The welcomes have been overwhe... Read more
Fat and Glasses
Sunday, December 28, 2008      2 comments

I picked up my new glasses yesterday. I chose the progressive lenses rather then the bi focals. Now I just have to learn how to wear them. And walk in them. And drive in them. The floor has a mysterious downhill tilt that was never there before.... Read more
What gives???
Sunday, December 21, 2008      5 comments

Been walking, been watching what I eat, been drinking water, still nothing. I am now sure that the scale is out to get me. After my horrible shock at the eye doctor yesterday I am bummed out. I thought my eyes were fine and I just needed rea... Read more

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