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I've made some mistakes but I'm back
Tuesday, June 15, 2010      0 comments

Looking at my belly and body I feel that it wasn’t worth it. All the food I ate for no reason at all is now holding me back from my full potential. I can’t do all the things that I want to. I could have been able to run a marathon if I hadn’t de... Read more
Not doing so hot...
Sunday, April 25, 2010      8 comments

Ouch. I bit the dust. My mind is telling me that it's okay that I just consumed 10,000 calories in a day, but I know in my heart that it's not. I seem to have a self fulfilling prophecy going on. I lost control when I started eating again. I ate... Read more
Post Water Fast Day 1
Tuesday, April 20, 2010      4 comments

So today I woke up and drank some dilluted carrot juice, then four hours later I had a little bit less diluted carrot juice, then diluted grapefruit juice, and lastly diluted apple juice. I decided to put cinnamon in the juice to prevent a spike... Read more
Water Fasting Day 6.. almost the end.
Sunday, April 18, 2010      6 comments

I won't lie.. I'm a bit exhausted and scared. I went to church today. I don't think anyone expected me to go, they all looked a little stunned. I haven't been there in a long time. I can't say what I believe in and I feel judged because of it. T... Read more
Water fasting.
Saturday, April 17, 2010      2 comments

So this whole water fasting thing has me rethinking food in general. It's been since Tuesday morning so I only have two more days to go. I'm really not hungry to be honest. I have cravings but it's just that cravings. We had pizza at work T... Read more
Chugging along.
Friday, April 16, 2010      1 comments

It's stil going alright. I haven't really felt super hungry. I haven't been drinking enough water though. I still need to write my papers =/. But I want to watch a movie tonight. Yesterday was alright.. I had school all day and then I had to wor... Read more
the process..
Wednesday, April 14, 2010      3 comments

So water fasting hasn't been all that bad. I was right.. I didn't get any hunger signals until about 5pm today and it wasn't really pain, rather it was my stomach growling. I think that a week is doable.. it will be difficult after tomorrow but ... Read more
And it begins..
Tuesday, April 13, 2010      5 comments

I have decided to start water fasting. I will definitely let you know how it is going. The set time period right now is from 6am this morning to 6am next Tuesday. I have done a little research and found that it can be helpful with assisting in a... Read more
Day 0.
Saturday, April 10, 2010      5 comments

I've been meaning to blog more but life seems to get in the way.. Well that's not entirely true, it's my lack of motivation that does it.. I've been working a lot this past week which needs to stop. I am tired of starting over, but tomorrow... Read more
Oh Easter...
Sunday, April 04, 2010      3 comments

So I started with the best of intentions (intentions are bad, actions are what counts). I got up at 5 and ran 4 miles then walked 1, because my knee is going out from my 10.6 mile run last Saturday =[ (too much too fast). Then I ate pretty well ... Read more
Help please.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010      5 comments

I've had a really bad routine of having days where I stay strictly within my calorie limit and then bam I ruin it by binging on everything in the house. I'm 18 so eliminating the food from the house is not really an option. My weight has been fl... Read more
Yesterday was a good day...
Tuesday, March 30, 2010      2 comments

I went to the gym before class and did a half hour on the stair master on level 13, it was a toughy but fun. Then I went to the steam room, relaxed, and then had to run to class. I had to leave class early for work, but it doesn't matter because... Read more
What is wrong with me?
Monday, March 29, 2010      2 comments

Sorry for being a downer in all my blogs. I really do have good days, but for some reason I never sit down and write about them. Perhaps that is part of my problem. I'm not writing about all the positive changes that I see. I'm a binge eat... Read more
Life is rough.
Monday, March 22, 2010      1 comments

I'm not doing too hot. I binge ate myself into oblivion. I wanted to make myself throw up like the many times before this but couldn't (I never have). I just want to die. I know that it's not healthy. I can't live this way. I have a few good day... Read more
Saturday, March 20, 2010      1 comments

My stomach still hurts from overeating Thursday and yesterday. It seems I have a streak where I eat good for 3-4 days and then I have 2-3 bad days where I eat way more than I should. I eat like 4-5000 calories as opposed to 1500-2000. I don't kn... Read more

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