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I am struggling.
Wednesday, January 29, 2020      6 comments

I am struggling. I am struggling with keeping my conversations with my mom civil. I am struggling with eating well and tracking my food. I am struggling with pain that is totally irritating. I am struggling with staying foc... Read more
I Had An Epiphany
Friday, January 10, 2020      7 comments

If you are a Golden Girls fan, you might recall the moment Sophia answers the phone and relays something she remembered. She turned to the girls and said, "I had an epiphany in the can"! I had an epiphany in the can, too! ... Read more
Saturday, December 28, 2019      5 comments

FOCUS is my word of the year. I am inspired by my friend OHANAMAMA. She asked me to think of a word that prompted me to create goals for myself for the year 2020. I chose FOCUS because I have been so discombobulated this past year. Granted,... Read more
Being fat is hard. Losing weight is hard. Choose your hard.
Wednesday, August 14, 2019      5 comments

I say that to myself all the time. I've been on and off again with my "5 perfect days in a row" challenge. I work for 5 days of staying within calorie range, exercise, water. Not too hard, right? I did really well, 11 pounds down. Th... Read more
The Gestapo called Mom.
Wednesday, June 19, 2019      5 comments

I am sitting down today and making my summer goals list. I've been kinda goal-less for the past week and I don't like it. Lucy May still is suffering with her abscess. This thing is super expensive. And time consuming and her booty itches. ... Read more
A Little Less Frustrated
Wednesday, June 12, 2019      5 comments

I am little less frustrated this week. It's been a weird week or so. My youngest had to re-take an end of grade test so he had to go to school an extra day and a half. So I was planning on having a little less to do but today is his final day. I... Read more
Just Frustrated
Wednesday, June 05, 2019      7 comments

I have two appointments tomorrow for pain management and neurology. I hope they go well. I have pain that cannot be explained thru MRI's and x-rays. I hope something can be done because I am feeling a depression heading my way. I'm done pr... Read more
Chall 13 & Raising Teens Question
Thursday, May 23, 2019      2 comments

Today's challenge is about being smart. Making smart choices with food, planning, time, organizing, and all that fun. It's also about avoiding triggers and negativity. I am so ready to get rid of this huge belly. It looks like I'm ab... Read more
Day 12 Be Brave
Wednesday, May 22, 2019      5 comments

Today is about being brave. It's about having enough courage to say things or be the person that even the closest of fam/friends won't like. If we aren't our genuine selves, we cannot really meet our goals. We may accomplish some things, b... Read more
Chall 10 & 11
Tuesday, May 21, 2019      2 comments

Almost Summer Challenge Day 10 was about investing in yourself. Investing time, money, effort in yourself is super important. Day 11 is about tracking your steps and getting off your duff. I am having to stay off my duff for a while. ... Read more
Chall. Day 9 & Body FX Review
Friday, May 17, 2019      1 comments

Challenge Day 9 is about attitude. I can't think of anything that impacts my weight loss like attitude. When I embrace whatever and just do it - I have much better results. As soon as I make something "a thing" I go down the road of not doing my... Read more
Challenge Day 8 & A funny life lesson!
Thursday, May 16, 2019      4 comments

Exercise is the challenge of the day! I am weird - I like to exercise. I do all kinds of workouts, but within my fitness range. I do push myself, tho. I am determined and I use that stubbornness to my advantage. I schedule my workouts... Read more
Almost Summer Challenge Day 7
Wednesday, May 15, 2019      1 comments

So weighing ourselves is kinda painful. I journaled some reasons why I weigh everyday. -Daily weigh in keep this process of a diet/exercise thing real for me. -Although a number on the scale isn't the only indicator of success, it's ... Read more
Almost Summer Challenge Day 6
Tuesday, May 14, 2019      2 comments

Today's Challenge: Journal or Blog I do this pretty well. I've been very loyal to my blog here and my paper journal. I feel like I need to journal at night or before dinner as well, just to keep me on track. I don't know how that would go i... Read more
Almost Summer Challenge Day 5
Monday, May 13, 2019      2 comments

Today's topic is sleep! I make my nighttime routine as relaxing as possible. Of course, with kids, that's a bit hard sometimes. And pets. Because we cat owners know that when the hairballs get chucked up. You can hear that happening a mile ... Read more

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