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Enough
Saturday, October 28, 2017      5 comments

I have not been blogging as much as I should. This is what has gotten me through some pretty dark days. Today is a day that am struggling. Tired of being an object. I am enough. I am so much more than enough!! I want to live again!! I hav... Read more
Today
Sunday, October 01, 2017      3 comments

My word for the day...... Read more
I am worth it
Tuesday, September 26, 2017      2 comments

What I have decided, after years of feeling bad about myself, I am worth it!!! For many years I have let my husband's drinking dictatemy life. On Sunday, I stood my ground and said no more. No more will I be a prisoner of an alcoholic. No... Read more
Hiding
Sunday, September 24, 2017      2 comments

I have been hiding for so long, I have forgotten how to be real.... Read more
Really not knowing
Sunday, September 24, 2017      1 comments

When your life is just so.... So darn confusing.. so full of stress... So much more than I can handle... I write in here to help myself, to regroup, to give myself an outlet.. things I wish were different... I wish my oldest child would accep... Read more
Alone
Tuesday, September 19, 2017      6 comments

I walk alone in this journey. It is long and tiresome. I have to believe there is a reason for me to go on.... Read more
Really!!
Tuesday, September 19, 2017      0 comments

I am beyond frustrated. We are down to 1 car in a household of 5 with 3 drivers. I am struggling with my new circumstances and especiallythefact that I am gaining so much weight. I really do not feel like I will ever reach my goal. Stress ... Read more
Starting over.. AGAIN!!
Monday, September 11, 2017      3 comments

I have been battling for almost a year. Have had a huge set back and gained 13 pounds back. Trying to restart my journey. Not even sure how this happened. Really thinking that I no longer have the fight left in me.... Read more
Have to regroup
Monday, September 04, 2017      3 comments

I have not been tracking, exercising or even pretending to get enough sleep. Starting right now I am getting back on track. I did not make my goal.... Read more
More struggles
Tuesday, August 22, 2017      2 comments

Ok. It has been a long while since I have written. My weight loss has been stalled and going backwards for weeks now. I have started a new program about a week ago hoping it is what my body needs to get moving in the right direction. My clo... Read more
Enough for Today
Wednesday, July 19, 2017      1 comments

Things have been a whole lot of crazy in my home for months now. My husband lost his job in March and lost Unemployment in June. We are living very lean, but we have enough. I am trying every day to see that we have "Enough for today " . I... Read more
Decisions
Friday, July 14, 2017      2 comments

I did not get up early to workout. I have 2 choices. Forgo the workout today or squeeze one in later. I hate taking time away from my family to exercise because I feel selfish. I am still trying to work off vacation weight. Pretty sure it is... Read more
Trying
Thursday, July 13, 2017      0 comments

So here I sit just a few days ago I was ready to give up. My spark friends gave me a little push. I really love exercise. But finding the time is challenging. Today I woke up with a migraine. Haven't had one in ages. Trying really hard not... Read more
Starting over
Tuesday, July 11, 2017      5 comments

I was well on my way to my goal, then vacation happened. The scale says I ha e gained 8 pounds in 2 weeks. It is so disheartening. I am experiencing an internal battle. I want to just give upandbe fat. The other half is determined. Really... Read more
Struggling Again
Wednesday, June 14, 2017      4 comments

I had been doing so well. My weight has plateau for weeks now. My doctor told me to add weights. I have tried. But honestly just feel lost. My husband lost his job a few months ago and reality has finally sunk in. I am.very down and feel li... Read more

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