THIS BODY CAUSES DESTRUCTION...
Tuesday, December 14, 2010 3 comments
Fat body, you have caused pain, fear, damage and destruction to many things in my life. I will no longer let you have control. Fat body, you have destroyed my positive outlook of myself. You have caused me to constantly be paranoid of how... Read more
Sunday, December 12, 2010 3 comments
Nightmares suck. And when they are really bad they can stick with you and effect your whole day. Even when you are totally lucid and you KNOW it was just a dream... it can still make you feel depressed, sad, mad... but I think this one effected ... Read more
STRANGE IDEA OR NOT?
Sunday, December 12, 2010 1 comments
I had this idea. It's kind of to prove to myself that I still have self control. It's also to prove to myself that I don't need junk food and I don't need carbs. Well.... not many. I have blood sugar issues (hypoglycemia) that contribute to weig... Read more
FAT WEEKENDS DRIVE ME CRAZYYYYY!!!
Monday, December 06, 2010 3 comments
I always manage to gain weight over the weekends. I try hard to focus on portions, right foods, water, etc all week long. But once the weekend hits I am crazy busy, eat out several times (usually) and almost always end up gaining weight. Anywher... Read more
BYE-BYE THANKSGIVING FAT!!!
Friday, December 03, 2010 3 comments
I had gone down about 3 pounds from Sunday to Wednesday last week and I was proud of that. I worked hard for it to try and make some progress before Thanksgiving. I told myself that I was going to eat in a controlled manner on Thanksgiving. And ... Read more
OLD ME... STILL HERE??
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 4 comments
I was so determined all thru my pregnancy that I was going to jump right back on the weight loss bandwagon as soon as Carson was born. I really pumped myself up and I believed in myself 100%. And then I had Carson, complete with c-section, as my... Read more
YEAST, BLOOD SUGAR, DETERMINATION & ACCOUNTABILITY...
Friday, November 19, 2010 4 comments
I have several things to do before I head off to my "Moms' Craft Night" at church so I'll try to keep this brief (though I often fail at that...). Sometimes one thing leads to another (there's even a song about it so it must be true, lol) and in... Read more
THIS IS THE FINAL TIME I DO THIS...
Monday, November 15, 2010 4 comments
or maybe I'll give up forever... okay, no I won't. I have a friend who probably weighs about the same as me - though my hubby says he thinks she weighs more (and he's probably a better judge of it than I am). Anyway, a few weeks back I mentioned... Read more
A CRITICAL POINT IN MY LIFE...
Sunday, November 14, 2010 7 comments
I really do believe this may be a critical point for me. I feel like I am my grandparents' age rather than 32. I have been fluctuating between 292 and 284 for a couple of months now. It stinks. I hate it. So much in my life has been coming toget... Read more
WHEN LIFE KICKS YA IN THE BUTT...
Thursday, September 16, 2010 8 comments
uh... kick back??? I am at that point. The point I have been at SO MANY times it's not worth counting cuz I don't have enough fingers and toes... Do or die. Give up or persist. Fail or succeed. Give up or stand firmly planted. I know what ... Read more
BIG LOSS, LITTLE LOSS...
Friday, September 10, 2010 5 comments
I ALMOST KILLED SOMEONE...
Saturday, September 04, 2010 9 comments
Actually, I almost killed 5 people, if you aren't including myself and my 3 children. Shook me up like you wouldn't believe. I was driving to Walgreens for medication for my stupid sinus related migraine that was refusing to go away. I pulled up... Read more
DO OR DIE - THE TIME IS NOW...
Sunday, August 29, 2010 2 comments
Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world. - Harriet Tubman In some ways I feel as though my journey has potential ... Read more
3 YEAR SPARKIVERSARY...
Thursday, August 26, 2010 12 comments
I was just looking at my page trying to figure out if I needed to update my personal information. I came across my start date. 8/22/2007. Wow. Three years have just past and I KNOW that I am heavier than when I started. I honestly don't remember... Read more
NOT DOIN' A 5K :(
Wednesday, August 25, 2010 4 comments
Part of the stress I have been putting on myself is all about jogging. I was SLOW before, jogging about 14 minutes a mile. I know that's slow, but I had started at 16 or 17 minutes and just worked at it. Not only that, but I completed a 5k three... Read more
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