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Back to basics
Tuesday, February 26, 2019      1 comments

I really feel like I just need to get back to the basics. I've started tracking my food to remind me that I am not controlling my portions. I have been drinking more water and trying to get more sleep. My wedding is in 7 months and I just really... Read more
When you work...
Wednesday, May 09, 2018      1 comments

It works!!! I am finally doing something about my weight. I am excited to see almost a 4lb loss this week. It has been a long time since I have been able to do this! I am dedicated more now than ever and cant wait to see where I am at in 3 month... Read more
Finally Focused
Wednesday, April 25, 2018      0 comments

I read my last blog and it makes me sad to think that I didn't believe in myself. I DO believe that this is POSSIBLE. I have to make the commitment and take control of my life. I have started Keto and it is helping me so much! I want to look so ... Read more
I don't believe..
Friday, September 29, 2017      8 comments

Honestly, I don't really believe I can lose 100 lbs. I've been big all my life so I just dont know what it feels like to be thin. I don't know what its like to not carry this weight around. Have I just accepted this? It seems every day they make... Read more
I'm Engaged!!
Wednesday, January 04, 2017      6 comments

I have waited so long for this! I am 37 years old and have never been married and I don't have any children. I've told myself that I will not set a date until I have lost 50lbs! This amount will put me at a weight I haven't been for 20 years. I ... Read more
So frustrated..
Tuesday, November 29, 2016      7 comments

How is it that I can do so well for the first 6-8 weeks, I am completely devoted and doing everything right. I even start to see results and my weight starts going down and I am so happy. I get into my workout routine and I can feel myself getti... Read more
Tuesday, October 11, 2016      4 comments

emoticon I am officially four weeks smoke free! I have not cheated, not even a drag. I have wanted to so bad! I hav... Read more
I know better..
Wednesday, September 28, 2016      6 comments

I know when I am giving in to my old habits, but why do I allow myself to? I know they are wrong but my head doesn't care, why? This behavior is so frustrating. I am not even hungry, I don't need any of it. I am just so used to feeding myself th... Read more
It's not easy at all!
Friday, September 16, 2016      8 comments

I am on day 5 of not smoking. I have to say this is the hardest habit I have ever had to break. My whole life revolved around smoking. I would have a cigarette before and after I started any task or got in my car or arrived somewhere. It had so ... Read more
I quit!!
Monday, September 12, 2016      19 comments

Smoking that is! I have not had a cigarette since noon yesterday. I have been smoking for 21 years. It's a nasty, smelly, and annoying habit. I went on vacation with my bf who doesnt smoke and we had to keep stopping and he would have to wait fo... Read more
BLC Fall Challenge!
Tuesday, August 30, 2016      2 comments

I am getting excited for the upcoming challenge! I really like to compete and find I am better when held accountable. I can't wait to put those miles in and see if I can lose that 25lbs! Wish me luck! ... Read more
Still working it!
Wednesday, August 10, 2016      3 comments

8.2lbs gone! I am happy that I am still working my 310 program, fitbit, and sparkpeople! I still struggle with things I want to eat but I keep telling myself that you have a choice, you can keep it like this and have nothing change or choose to ... Read more
Give yourself a gift!
Wednesday, August 03, 2016      8 comments

I'm down 5 pounds! I had not seen the scale move down in months. I decided I would reward myself with a Ninja Blender. I love it! It makes making my protein drinks so easy and clean up is a breeze. Sometimes you have to reward yourself for the l... Read more
Monday, August 01, 2016      0 comments

Day 8 on 310! Down 4lbs! I did not even think this was possible! I am so excited and I have been working my butt off. I have combined 310Shake with my fi... Read more
Still going!
Thursday, July 28, 2016      1 comments

I am on day 11 of working out, logging food, and participating on sparkpeople. I haven't been this consistent in so long. My feet hurt and I'm tired but I'm going to get past this. I need to get past this. I can not sit back and watch my life pa... Read more

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