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A day Of Prayer and Class Problems
Tuesday, August 14, 2012      3 comments

Today was a day that i took my concerns to God again and he reassured me that help would come. Had a good day eating wise cause i am out of chocolate. My class is getting off to a rocky start. I am having trouble understanding how to do the essa... Read more
Too Mucvh Chocolate and Roller Coaster Poem
Monday, August 13, 2012      3 comments

Today I had 3 brownies with my cookie cake simply because I am down in the dumps again. Not getting enough sleep last night did not help either. Roller Coaster Ride Up a... Read more
Tired tonight So Changed Workout
Sunday, August 12, 2012      2 comments

Tired tonight after not sleeping well last night. Only got half of my workout done since i was at church tonight. Doing better emotionally as well; trusting hime to provide. Kept my sweets in range today as well. Tomorrow i start my classes agai... Read more
Better day Today and a Poem For You
Saturday, August 11, 2012      4 comments

Today I did much better in food and calories. I only had 2 brownies, and no raisins or cookie cakes. I cried and spent time with God and felt comforted by what he said in reply. My poem is what i felt him saying to me today. Here it is: ... Read more
Too Many Sweets, Too Much Snacking, Depression Hit Me Bad
Friday, August 10, 2012      4 comments

Well today I really over did it on calories. i don't think i will be able to work off the calories from my over indulgence. I was not hungry i just ate to soothe myself i think; without thinking too much about it. And yes I froze the brownies bu... Read more
From A Low Point to a Higher One
Wednesday, August 08, 2012      1 comments

I started out the day training and not being able to get faster than 55 minutes. From there i went to the bank to get the last of my money out of my one savings account. I found out that my checking is really low and that spiralled me downward t... Read more
Chocolate, Writing and Ladies Retreat
Tuesday, August 07, 2012      3 comments

This week i decided not to buy any chocolate or make anything with it; even though I could make chocolate zucchinin cake; cause someone gave us big zucchimi. It probably would have been too much of a temptation. Especially when I get depressed t... Read more
Sweet and other stuff
Monday, August 06, 2012      1 comments

I did not go overboard on the sweets todaya and I stayed within my calories. Love munching on those yogurt raisins though and cashews. Trying to keep stuff i need to buy to a minimum. Hope relief comes soon or i will be in trouble. The cards wer... Read more
Curbing Sweets and Cutting Up Credit Cards
Friday, August 03, 2012      3 comments

I only had 2 snacks of chocolagte today so i am doing better there. Today was an epiphany for me. I finsished reading a biography of George Mueller today. God convicted me of relying on them to pay for stuff instead of him. I am in debt because ... Read more
Depression and Prophecy
Tuesday, July 31, 2012      5 comments

I cannot seem to lift myself out of this depression I am in. It drags me down. The future is not looking good for this country. Someone told ne today that her bank said that they would be doing away with money and using only debit cards in the f... Read more
Last Week And Painful Realities
Monday, July 30, 2012      4 comments

This is the last week of Critical Thinking; then in about 2 weeks I start English Composition. I have really learned a lot and i have started to question why i do the things i do and why I react the way i do. What really hit me over the head was... Read more
Feeling the Blues and other stuff
Saturday, July 28, 2012      2 comments

I am feeling out of sorts or blue lately. It is a wonder my chocolate consumption is not more than it was today. I ate a brownie before 6 this morning and had a chcocolate ice cream sandwich for a snack after breakfast. I had another half of a b... Read more
Depressed and Friends
Friday, July 27, 2012      2 comments

I stuck to only 2 snacks of chocolate today. I was tempted to eat another brownie but didn't. I am in a depressesd frame of mind. Seeing my money go down fast and nothing I can do yet but pray and hope a job shows up I can do. Unlike some people... Read more
Stayed The Same and Taming My Sweet Tooth
Wednesday, July 25, 2012      1 comments

i stayed the same this week; no loss or gain. I joined a Spark group challenge for taming my sweet tooth. My craving for chocolate gets out of control sometimes. I ate 1 black bean brownie earlt this morning around 6:30 when i got up. It looked ... Read more
Learning More About Myself Through the Class
Sunday, July 22, 2012      3 comments

While i am learning how to communicate better I also am learning about myself. I am learning to ask myself serious questions. I am learning that I have a problem with wanting to be liked or be popular. That i definitely have a problem with jealo... Read more

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