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I get knocked down but I get up again
Friday, June 14, 2019      3 comments

It has been a long, long time since I have looked at my spark page--it feels like it is just a reminder of my failing again. Oh how I desire to be successful at weight loss but it just seems so far out of reach. Just when I am doing well, some... Read more
Fog clearing, time to start over
Monday, February 15, 2016      5 comments

It has been a long 3 years since my husband left. Those 3 years were spent with me in mourning for the loss of my 27-year marriage and the love I had for my spouse. For 3 years, I seemed to be paralyzed, not able to do much of anything--clean,... Read more
Thursday, May 07, 2015      2 comments

Life is not fair! It is time I force myself to accept that life as I knew it is over and it is time to get off my pity pot and start over. It has been a very loooonnngg 2+ years, so many changes, so much learning, so much sadness mourning the ... Read more
Life after your spouse leaves you??
Sunday, October 20, 2013      5 comments

I have been married for 26 years to a man who said I would be the only one. I guess he didn't know how much effect that woman he worked with would have on him. I don't think he had any idea how much pain I would be experiencing or maybe he jus... Read more
Sunday, October 30, 2011      1 comments

It has been a while since I have been on here--for the past year I have been knocked down more times than I care to count--I keep getting back up only to be knocked down again--I figure one of us has to win here. I am back at the gym which was ... Read more
What Time Is It?
Friday, October 29, 2010      2 comments

In the past, it was time to take the kids here, there, help them wit homework, take my son to his OT appointments, make supper, clean the house, go to work, listening to people complain, whine, bitch. Time to do what others wanted to do, how th... Read more
Smack in the Face
Thursday, September 16, 2010      3 comments

You know you are heavy, fat, you know you need to lose weight. You try and you diet. But there is a little bit of you just not putting 100% into it--just doing it part-time. But just recently, I had someone, a certain someone tell me somethin... Read more
Tomorrow will Turn into Yesterday
Sunday, August 15, 2010      1 comments

It's funny how time just all blends in together--tomorrow will become a thing so far in the past and will continue to just be replaced with another tomorrow. You wake up one day and realize where did all that time go and where the hell am I? I... Read more
How Fast Time Flies
Friday, July 16, 2010      1 comments

Time is flying so fast, it doesn't seem to give me enough time to take a breather and figure out what the heck I am doing--working 10-14 hour days between 2 jobs all week long and some on the weekend, it doesn't give me time to focus on some oth... Read more
It's coming too fast
Tuesday, April 20, 2010      2 comments

I knew spring was coming--I could see it on the calendar, I could see the flowers popping up, the weather changing, but it is coming way too fast--I have a hayfield outside, spring cleaning to do, closets to go through, summer clothes to find, J... Read more
Men and How Come?
Tuesday, April 06, 2010      4 comments

How come when we send men to the store to get something specific, they come back with some entirely different--I sent him for broccoli, he came back with broccoflower (a crossbreed between broccoli and cauliflower)--I sent him for 2% cottage che... Read more
After the holidays!
Tuesday, April 06, 2010      1 comments

Had a nice, relaxing time away, didn't gain, didn't lose, walked a lot, tried to eat good stuff--had some excellent scallops. Now with holidays over and nothing really til the end of May, I really want to see progress in myself and am going to ... Read more
Starting a New Day
Tuesday, March 30, 2010      1 comments

With dieting, there is always the opportunity to start a new day and that is what I am doing--bringing on a new attitude, a different outlook. Seeing my fellow sparkspeople doing well makes me want to be part of that progress. I find it motiva... Read more
Thanks -- Trying to be positive
Sunday, March 28, 2010      1 comments

Thanks for everyone's comments to my blog. Everything just came to a head yesterday and I handled it by stuffing myself so afterwards I felt guilty and awful. I just have to learn to handle disappointments and stress better and not by pigging ... Read more
Saturday, March 27, 2010      2 comments

I am Fat I am ugly What else is there to say... Read more

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